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❝ Tears Of Guilt

( posted on Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 8:07 pm )

triple unhappiness today :
1)I LOST MY OBS BADGE !!!!
i cldnt find it anywher !
even tracked back to the parade sq ,
still dun hav x'[[[[[[
emo-ed after i cnt find it at all .

2)eng paper 2 .
23/50 .
dun tink i'll pass .
cos it impossible for mi to get 30 for my paper 1 .
got more upset .
didnt tok through out the whole eng lesson .

3)POA .totally flunked .
41/100 .many might sae .
ok wd ?didnt fail tt badly .
i didnt cry cos i failed .
cos i feel guilty .
guilty towards my mum .
cos she's been helpin mi ,
alot .
she's the one tt gav mi tt little confidence to pass .
she had loads of hopes in my POA .
in the end i failed .

Sorry mummy .

during recess called mummy ,
cnt hold my tears .
cried everything out .
cos i felt reali reali guilty .
didnt eat for recess .
after recess gt back chem n maths .
chem gt 36/65 ,pulled up my science .
maths gt 50/100 ,flunked .

so overall :

MATHS :50/100
Eng paper 2 :23/50
Physics : 32/65
Chem :36/65
Over all Science :52/100
POA :41/100

fabulous ???
i can onli sae ,i deserve it .
joanne tan .
just tink wd hav u done ???
everyday dai dee ,guitar ,guides ,com .
in the end ?
flunk all ur subjects with flying colours .

tml gettin back combined humans ,F&N ,chi n eng paper 1 .
nt pinning up much hopes .

Please ,prepare tissues tomorrow too .

Thanks :
Alvin ,Ghimchoon ,Guanliang ,Wan Ting ,Qiuyi ,Zora & Wen Jie .
You people are always the ones by my side =]