❝ Face-less
( posted on Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 8:08 pm )
YESTERDAYwhen i got back ah ma hse , daddy asked mi how was my result . i told him tt later go home den sae , den he asked if i failed all . i said ,'dadddy ,hui jia cai jiang ok ?' he said i lik tt sae his heart alrdy half dropped . den frm ah ma hse went home , i didnt talk . he went to fetch my sis frm tuition . my mum talked to mi , she asked mi if im worried bout my results if i cnt go sec4 , i said yes ,but tt's nt the final score . then she said ,'ni zhi dao wei shen me wo chong nian tou dao xian zhi yi zhi zai jiang ni le ma ? ying wei wo deng dao ni kao wan shi hui lai cai lai ma ni ,da ni dou yi jing mei you yong le .' i teared . den she asked mi ,'yao ku le ar ?' i jus cried out . then she asked if i told daddy , i said ya , she asked if he gt sae anything , i replied no . then she said ,'mei you ,shi ying wei ta shi wand lor .' i cried ,again . i know tt my dad's disappointed with mi , i've always been a disappointment to him . since young . so i cried until my dad comes back . i went back to my rm , alvin n zora called . talked until 11+ . slept . TODAY mornin ,cldnt wake up . was reluctant to . bt still .... didnt talk to daddy either . didnt hav the face to face him . then reached skul . put everything deep dwn into my heart n smiled . went guitar ,den recess ,some police talk ,den guides . after tt went pnt with dear ,ghim n zora for lunch . everyone was ok at 1st ,den everyone strted to emo . after awhile ,mi n zora went toilet . i cried in the cubical . cause b4 tt mummy sent a msg to mi , 'daddy waiting for you to tell him you results . he say you last night sae want to tel him later in the end nv sae .' so i cried ... then wiped my tears ,went out . went back to mac , walked home with ghim n dear . den went ah ma hse , skipped dinner ,didnt have the mood to eat . home-d . peps ,if you see me emo-ing tml . don't talk to me . i won't reply .
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