❝ Pain .
( posted on Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 10:24 pm )
GUIDES !!!!CONGRATS ON THE THIRD GOLD !we deserve it !xD continue to work hard for the 4th ,5th , 6th and many many more golds !xD mornin woke up at bout 9+ ??? 1st thing tt came into my mind , today gt guides rally ='[ .Sigh . tried asking mummy ytd , bt she sae today nid to hospital visit ah ma , then daddy scold mi ,so ...='[ . washed up ,ate ,did homework . & for the 1st time of the yr , i tried doing my POA . but still ,dunno hw to do -.- . so didnt chem & eng instead . i cnt rmb if maths gt HW anot 0.0 . if hav jiu die liao . then lunch ,watched t.v ,did assesments . did half way ,wondered wd the rest r doing in the indoor stadium . they sae mama tan gt go ,so i guess they met her alrdy ... hope felly did pass my msg to her =] then went SGH visit ah ma , the MRT trip was long -.- , for the 1st time i felt tt way . reached ,talk talk talk ,dinner ,went back . ah ma fell asleep when we went back . & the way she slept was ...i dunno ,heartaching ? she was sleeping with both hands on her chest , bt they are tremblin . i asked my aunt is she cold or smth , she said no ,her hands r warm . she saes tt is cause my ah ma's scared . on ...thurs i tink ,daddy told mi tt ah ma grab his hand , trembling ,sayin tt she's scared ,she dun wanna die . then i guessed tt it's the same for her today . its so ...heartachin ,to see someone who brought u up since young , lying ther ,trembling ,sayin tt she's scared to die & u cnt do anything about it . mummy told mi the way they put the 'pipe' for the dialysis . they didnt put ma zui yao for her , cause they sae the medicine too strong ,her heart cnt tak it , so if put she jiu go le . so they jus push her into the operation ther n .... jus open the skin & put the pipe in . n its nt jus once ,they r gng to do it again soon . its so painful to hear all these , eversince thursday ,i've been crying . nt because of anything else , its jus tt ,xin hen tong . she brought mi up . & i cnt do anything to help her , i can onli stand one side to hear her sae she very pain , she dun wan to die ,she very scared . Damn it . Byes . |
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