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❝ Everything Ends With A Fullstop .

( posted on Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 9:06 pm )

i got 25/50 for my tuition mock maths test -.- .
cause its all bout bearings and vectors -.- .

Monday
The day everyone's waiting for ,
went skul at bout 6.20+++ ,
ate breakfast with wan er ,wenjie n rachael .
andrina ,huisi n jes came later .
went guitar rm ,
helped the ppl to make-up etc etc .
had sometime for laast practise ,
den went up bus at 10.30+ ...
wasnt in a gd mood through out the bus trip ,
becos i scare history wil repeat itself ...
reached there ,went tuning rm ,
last practise ,went backstage .
my heart went thumping like dunno wd .
though this is my 3rd one ...
went in ,played ,came out .
solo part was great ,
nt much mistakes .
went out ,many were saying confirm get gold ,
bt mi n wan er didnt dare to smile much .
cos tt was wd happened ...
some said they played a few wrong notes ,
and mr ong told us some mistakes ,
so i estimated a silver .
went back skul ,camwhore all the way xDD .
so there will be a major photo blast xDDD .
went dinner lunch with peps n mr ong ,
went tuition ,waited for the nxt day to come ...

Tuesday
& this day came ,
skul was as usual ,
jus tt ppl keeps asking for the results .
in skul until 4++ ,
mrs cheng came in ,we all listened to her saying the intro b4 results .
silver was wd i thot we'll get ,
by the way she saes things .
in the end ,its a bronze .

it was heartbreaking .
i guess i was the 1st to breakdwn again -.- .
Mr Ong talked ,den told us to go fa xie .
so i went toilet .
Thanks Amanda =]

wan er came to pull mi back to settle the video for Mr Ong ,
den halfway he wanted to talk to us ,so went back guitar rm .
he talked ,n for the 1st time ,we saw him crying .
of course ,we cried too .
bt he cried cos he saw us crying ,
so its lik a cycle -.- .
den went Imac to settle the video ,
everyone tt was ther watched ,
Mr Ong seems touched =] .
den went dinner with amanda ,wan er ,ngee song ,joel ,xinyi & Mr Ong .
it was fun !
mi n amanda laughed none stop ,
cause Ngee Song was ther ...
HAHA !
Mr Ong says he'll miss my laughter when i graduate ,
i told him to look for amanda xDDD
den he drove all of us home ,
bathed ,cried b4 sleep .

Wednesday
don't wanna talk about it ....

Thursday
finally ,in a better mood ,
but was destroyed soon .

Eng paper 2 ,
ok la .
after skul suppose to hav lunch with some ppl ,
in the end kena ps-ed ,
THANKS AR .
dear sent mi home ,ate ,went tuition ,homed & here i am .

i knw he wont see this ,but still .
Mr Ong ,i hope you'll stop blaming youself for what we've got .
it's not your fault .
we all worked for it ,it's the judges that don't appreciate us .
they dont know our style of music .
so ,too bad for them =] .
please please please sont leave the family .
cause we alrdy lost our mother ,
we cnt lose our father too .
we'll be poor orphans ='[

Byes .

Mama Tan came back !!!!!

Banana family !

Emo kids ...

stupid day -.-

This is wd always happens after SYF

she's desperate ...

Dont ask me who i'm referring to ...

They're your friends ,then me ?
Am i some back-up plan or something ?
got them ,throw me one side .
You knw one of them of 10+ yrs ,you listen to her .
i understand .
the others ?
i dont understand how you can trust her so quickly again .
maybe this is my retribution ,
for what happened last year .
or maybe you never treated me as a friends b4 ,
its just me .

Now ,i don't know who i can trust .