thank you for breathing.

❝ Careless

( posted on Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 1:20 pm )

& I thought things were smooth ,sweet & well .
guess i was living in my dreams ,then last night came the wake up call .
i never knew the things i done had been so wrong ,
& i don't blame you for not telling me earlier ,
cause i kept quiet about it too .
But i guess it's time to change things .

Somethings can be changed ,but i can't promise they would be changed .
I've got my own set of rules too ,so we'll just try to comply to each other bah .
Of course ,what I said last night ,I'll still do it .
Just that i dont know how long i'll take .
So ,just be patient with me .

Sorry I can't be like how the others are .
I'm not the type of sweet ,lovable ,caring type of girl
that every guy would like and go dote on .
those words never work and were never on my characteristics list ,
so sorry for making you suffer .

I know i irritated you many times ,i guess since that thing happened ,
cause before that things were a much different .
I know i can be disturbing ,stubborn or even a bitch at times ,
well ,many times if you wanna say .
But if you can recall ,there's always reasons why do that to people .
It's somehow my rule .
People dont bitch me ,i won't do it back to them .
so ya ,you can say that i'm immature .
I still need time to grow up .

I might be quiet recently ,just ignore it .
I need some time to find myself back ,it always happens .
Nonetheless ,I was grateful that we trashed things out last night .
cause at least i know what's been bothering you =] .
& that we didnt do stupid things =] .

Thanks for being truthfully at the right time .
At least this wont affect our exams ,
we've got a few days to clear our hearts up for exams =]
so ya ,that's all i want to say .

I know this word is stupid ,cause it usually doesn't mean anything
but still ,

Sorry .

Hand in hand ,let's walk through this together .
I love you Dar ♥