thank you for breathing.

❝ Listen

( posted on Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 10:17 pm )

so what are you all trying to show me now ?(Except Deannz)
that i've trusted the wrong people ?
that i can't tell anything to any of you anymore ?
is it ?

or maybe i should just shut my mouth ?
be like wenjie ,keep everything to myself .
at least nobody knows anything .
and it can be kept for long .

sorry if my words are harsh .
not cause i'm angry .
cause all these hurts me alot .
i've reminded you people many many times not to talk about it .
and what have you all done ???
dropping hints here ,shouting out there .
if you want the whole world to know .
then why not just post it on your blog or put on msn nick ????
faster right ?
if i want the others to know you think i wont say ?
must wait for you to tell ????

then after saying ,why bother saying sorry ???
does it help ?
does it make the person that you told forget everything ????
no !
and saying sorry will only hurt me more .
cause its too late for anything le .

its just my fault .
if only i didnt tell this to anyone ,
if only i didnt emo ,
i only i never liked him .
then all of these wouldnt have happened .

我的心好痛 .
its really painful .

Mummy .
its not your fault .
i've never doubt you at all .
cause i know you're not the one that said it .
i dont blame you .
the trust is not shaken and will never shake .
dont think too much kays ?

Loves ,
Joanne Nu Er =]