thank you for breathing.

❝ Trust

( posted on Friday, March 15, 2013 @ 12:15 am )

To me ,in a relationship ,trust is one of the most important thing ,other than communication .
Without that ,a relationship won't be good, and won't last long.
It sucks when your other part stops trusting you and starts lying to you .
Yes ,it totally sucks .

For the first time in my life, I was so pissed that I cried the soul out of me .
It was even worse than the photo incident .
I was in the 'dont-fuck-with-me' mood ,anything ,seriously anything will get the fire burning .
Hell yes I was pissed ,fucking pissed .
To the point that the end was coming .
Have you ever thought of how I would feel ?
If you're the one being treated this way , I'll see how you'd react .
I was already treating you with nicer words .
The worst hasn't come ,trust me .
My vocab isn't that bad when it comes to scolding .

I'm blogging this days after it happened ,cause I know if I did on the day itself ,
I'd use words that'll make you wanna die .
Blogging now ,i don't want you to read and continue feeling upset over it .
Things happen ,move on now .
You often say ,when either of us gets upset ,what is the other party suppose to do ?
Get upset together ?or just do his/her best to cheer each other up ?
That's up to you to chose .

Really ,these days has been hell enough for me .
I haven't felt this upset in years .
The feeling deep down inside .

& for god's sake .
Stop spying on my twitter .