thank you for breathing.

❝ Stuck

( posted on Wednesday, May 01, 2013 @ 8:31 pm )

I don't think im the only one that feels this .
The feeling of being stuck in between 2 things/people ,and the kinda pressure you feel .
Do this, that not happy. Do that ,the other one not happy .
Yea, it sucks.
I came across this quote saying :

Life is simple .Humans complicate things.

Yea, I totally agree.
It really sucks when you get stuck between 2 people that matters to you .
And when you listen to either side, the other party would be upset.
AND, they are not upset at each other, they'll be upset at you ,because they don't know/realise
that the other party is the one that wanted that decision/choice, not you.
And then who will be the one that get blamed for everything?
Yea, you .
Just because you get stuck in between, means whatever you do, it'll always be wrong in either side's eyes.
And then the kinda pressure you feel, it seriously sucks.
To the point where you just wanna do things your way, and your way ONLY

Then people will start asking ,
'So in the first place ,why do you wanna listen to the others? '
'Shouldn't you make your decisions yourself?'

Well I would, if I was who I was 4 years ago.
I couldn't be bothered, i'll just do things my way.
But when I do that, things happen.
People don't like what I do, start to judge etc etc ...
At least, it happened before.
So I started to listen to advises before I do things.
And then? I have to heed everyone's advice before I can do something,
if not people would start to get unhappy.

Yea, if it was 4 years ago, i would have said
'You dont like ,not my prob. It's my decision, I make it.'

Things change over the years, too much changes.

Fuck this society.
Every decision you make, there'll sure to be people that is unhappy about.
Be it your friends, family or loved ones.
Sure will .

I wished I still had my fucked care attitude.
Then things would have been so much easier.