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❝ 3 years ,& it all comes to this one day

( posted on Friday, May 17, 2013 @ 11:25 pm )

Im not gonna bother about the photos alignment .
Cause it changed to much that i cant be bothered to figure it out .LOL

Yes ,I've graduated.
From TP, from schools (for now).

Throughout these 3 years, i must say i really learnt a lot of things.
Be it academic, practical or dealing with people.
CCM made me grew, alot.

I almost got into RMT, which i was fine with but, not what I wanted.
So I took my work fren's advice, appealed through DAE.
Got the interview, was freaking nervous.
Still remember the day they called me to say that I got into CCM,
I was jumping outside a class room in HS. I was interviewing the next batch of PLs/PSs LOL.
So here comes my poly life.

I still remember coming in as a small girl,
hoping to slack as much as I could.

Yes ,i dont like to study .

But the time came where you have to work with other people as a group,
and everyone is graded by each other, then I started working hard ,a bit .LOL
Presentation fright was one of my biggest problems.
To the point where I would get mind stuck and stop talking during presentation .

Yup ,thats pretty much Year 1.

Year 2 ,a year no CCM would forget, or want to miss out.
Cause that's where all the fun begins.
We always like to complain, wake up at 4-5am ,reach sch at 7 ,
tiring, grooming difficult to pass etc etc etc.
But at the end of the day, we all know we love those days the best.
Cause that's when we start to bond as a course.
Year 2 for CCM is a very introverted year.
Cause we only keep to ourselves.
I mean, we have a whole building for ourselves.
Go sch at 6, end at 4, stand whole day.
Not many would still have the energy to party.
So yes, introvert year. But best year ever.

Year 3, internship.
I learned alot of my place.
Be it skills or dealing with people, it taught me alot.
It also showed me how the real world looks like.
Not all of it, but most of it.
Cause they'll usually treat interns nicer, hoping that we'll go back to work.
That's when they'll chop and mince u up. LOL.

3.2, the final semester.
It sucks, cause you've been dealing with knives and cuts for half a year, now its back to pen and paper -.- .
I could really get my pace back for the first lik ,2 months?
I wouldnt say i have the best class, but I have the best groupmates ever.
We're all the same pattern, play ,do work ,eat ,play ,do work, play ,play ,do work ,go home.
So we very gam ho. I mean, its really hard to find good group mates at ur last sem,
cause everyone starts to choose people they wanna work with.
The better ones, of course.
My group, well, different uh.
We dont just dive in ,do work, and go home.
We joke, play, have HTHT, gossip etc.
It's fun, really fun.
Hence I really enjoyed my last sem in school.
FYP was another significant event in TP, for CCM.
We plan, organise and run a whole event by ourselves.
Tell me that's not shiok.
I personally feel that that event bonded us back together again.
I was really happy working that day, no regrets or anything grumbles.
The feeling of everyone being together and working together again, just feels so good.
But then again, there wont be another time. Anymore.

And that ends my 3 years in TP.
From a small girl, to a lady that is preparing to move to the social university,
or I would prefer to call, reality.

Not all of them will see this, but still :-

Daddy, mummy, Thank you.
Not just for the money (LOL).
But for trusting me ,and letting me choose this course, despite daddy nagging about it till today.
For understanding my crazy working hours in this industry.
I will make time for family even when I start full time.
I promise.

Baby boy, yes, you're next.
I wouldn't say we've been through the thickest and thinnest of life.
But what we've gone through is enough for our relationship to be stable. Or at least I feel so.
CCM let me know you, be friends with you, understand you, got together with you.
Till today, I still believe it's fated, from DAE, when we're sitting beside each other while being baked by Mr Goh.
Thank you, for coming to my life, and brighten it up.
Our coming path will be tough, me working, u in army.
But we can pull it through =].
We've got plans to follow yo!

I love you baby.

To all my CCM coursemates.
I believe non of them will see this, but still.
CCM would not be CCM without you guys.
Our characters might not all fit well, but when the time comes,
we can always work together as one CCM and stun the whole world.
Rock on people, see you guys in the near future =]

7W .Yes ,you girls.
My pillars of support.
Its awesome how little we meet each other, we can still stay this strong.
We can have disputes and stuff, but at the end of the day, when one is upset,
the rest will know how/ what to do to make her feel better.
We might all be separated in different schools, but it doesnt make us feel any further away from each other.
Cause frankly, we still live quite near LOL.
Not so when I move to Fernvale next year though ='[ .
My girls, we'll be moving to our own paths soon.
Work or studies, we'll meet up lesser and lesser.
But I still hope that our friendship stays strong.
I need 6 bridesmaid for my wedding =] . (well, 7, cause i got a sister).

I love my girls.

Alvin, Amanda, Ghimmy.
Guys ,we really need to meet up more often.
Our last official meet up was X'mas 0..0 .

Amanda, study hard.
One more year to go, life's not easy, but dun get taken down by it.
Challenge it and beat it down.
I believe you can do it =] .
Im always around if u need a pair of ears to listen to.

Alvin, all the best for intern boy!
If not go OSIP, tell me where you going, I wanna go visit heehee .
Work hard, study hard. (dont need tell you play hard one luh).
One more year, then it's my turn to go find you take photo le.

Ghimmy, Bro, we seemed to have lost contact since your internship.
Meet up soon yea ? Or at least before you get into army.
Not first time see u botak, but no harm seeing more heehee.
If you still remember, 21st uhhh =] .

That's all I guess.
Need to sleep, working tmr T__T.

Sorry for my VERY VERY lack of updates.
I'll try my best >..<

Till then,

Bye