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❝ close close fren ?dead ????
( posted on Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 9:15 pm )
hie ...jus came back frm swimming ... kinda tired ... todae ... woke up @ 9+ to go pray ... damn squeezy n hot !!!! ther's lik so many ppl ... n its reali reali hot ... stupid sun ... den went to eat mc breakfast ... after tt went home n studied ... mum forced mi to ... if nt nxt semester cannot go out ... after tt at bout 5-6+ went swimming ... nw back n bloggin ... was copyin something to my diary ... ah well ... tired le ... cya tml !:) u said you're gonna be my close close friend ... n my close close brother ... then where are you now ??? dead ??? you dont even talk to mi ... how do you expect mi to believe you anymore ??? ❝ holidae's eve ...
( posted on Wednesday, May 30, 2007 @ 11:46 pm )
hi !jus came back frm supper ... cos tml holidae ... so went out ... SORI HUISI !!!!!!WE'LL CONF TML OK ??? todae was damn borin ! woke up at 10+ todae ... den ate breakfast ...wash my bag den went to grandma hse ... after tt watched t.v frm 1+ to 5+ ...(all stupid shows) den ate dinner n went home ... mum sae cannot go guitar outing ...='(((((((((((( cos results no gd ... haizzz ... nxt semester must work hard le ... if nt mayb camp oso cannot go ... kinda regret nt workin hard enough last semester ... ah well ... u cant change history .... so must work hard for the future ...=) nth much le ... CYA ! i told you not to blame her ... i said i force her to say de ... why you still ...? forget it ... you are just deaf ... ❝ r we still frens ?
( posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007 @ 10:42 pm )
hiie ...nth much todae ... was onli TIRED !!!! last nite slept @ 1 n woke up @ 5+ fer GG ... was damn tired ... n hungry cos onli had milo for breakfast ... so was VERY hungry ... den went to camp christine ther ... sat at the henna stall for 3 hrs drawing henna for ppl ... when i went for lunch with rachael ... my chopsticks were 'shaking' when i hold dem ... hahs ... after tt went grandma hse n ate dinner ... den went home n den nw bloggin ... tokin to huisi again ... hahas ... nth much le ... jus hope tt i get enough sleep todae ... i've been sleeping rather late these daes ... cos of somethings ... BB !=D you stopped talking to me after what happened ... stopped joking with me ... stopped sharing your thoughts with me ... but thank god ... you finally spoke ... i'm finally relieved ... ❝ guitar room cleaning ...
( posted on Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 10:24 pm )
HELO !slept until 11 todae ... cos last nite slept at 3-4+ ... reason i wont bother to tel ... so dun ask too ... went to pnt at 1 todae for lunch ... met a few ppl ... den went to skul for 'guitar meeting ' ... mr ong taught us to change string todae ... hahs ... wenjie n kokwee missed it ...xPPP after tt mdm tan called derrick to ask everyone to meet at the field ther ... in the end onli a few went ... the rest went back to the room ... I GOT TO PLAY MY SYFMU0039 !!!!!!!!! IM LIK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY !!!!! hahahs ... after playing we kept them n den went to pnt again to eat dinner with karen wam ,cher ,chan ,derrick n soon hock ... i gt sick of mc so went to eat sushi with cher ... karen ,derrick n soon hock ate waffles with chocolate fillings =/ ... i took a bite frm karen's ... I LOVE THE CHOCOLATE !!!!!!!!!! SO NICCE !!!!! hahas ... soonhock eat until the whole mouth if filled with choco ... n its looks so digusting ... mi n karen laugh untillik crazy ... hahs ... after tt went home n nw bloggin ... was tokin to huisi n wenjie ... nth much le ... gtg cos tml still nid to b in skul by 6.30 ... BYE ! i told you we will be alright ... u saw it today ... so please stop blaming yourself ok ??? it'll only hurt me more ... ( posted on Sunday, May 27, 2007 @ 9:18 pm )
IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!Y CANT U JUST LISTEN TO MI ??? IM REALI FINE !!!!!!!!! IM NOT ACTING TO BE FINE OR OK ... I AM REALI OK ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! SO STOP BLAMING YRSELF OK !?!?!?!?! IT'LL ONLI HURT MI MORE !??!?!?!?!?!?!? HW AM I GNG TO MEET U IN SKUL ?????? ❝ xp
( posted on @ 5:16 pm )
mushi -mushi !feeling beta todae ... n i didnt cry last nite b4 i sleep ! miricle(duno hw to spell larr) eh ? cos ther was something else in my mind ... so i didnt tink bout my darling guitar ... KOKWEE !!!!RMB HOR !!!!! I ONLI WAN HER AS MY DA SAO HOR ! lols ... dun bother bout the yelllow one ... hahas ... tuition todae ... xianzz ... kana scolded by cher ... cos nv bring graph paper n ruler ... hahs ... after tt went pepper lunch with dad ,mum n sis n went home ... chating huisi nw ... last nite ... dun bother bout the 2nd post for ytd (or u can sae dis morning) its jus something tt i wanna sae ... so dun ask mi bout it too ... nth much le ... tok more tonite bahh ... TOODLES ! ( posted on @ 12:03 am )
it wasnt yr fault !!!!it has gt nth to do with u ... y must you blame yourself ??? im the one tt tinks too much ... im the one tt did the wrong things ... so y r u still saying tt u caused all the problems ??? mi n her r gd frens n will b for4eva ... so pls ... dun tink so much ok ??? life would be meaningless without you ... everyone causes problems ... n ther's no problems tt cant b solved ... so stop blamin yourself .... go on n jio her ... i dun mind if she b my da sao ... do wd u reali wan ok ??? ❝ my tears r for u ...
( posted on Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 10:44 pm )
I WANT MY SYF GUITAR BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok mayb im a little emo jus nw bt ... i cant control ... mdm tan snatch frm mi some more ... call mi cry baby if u wanna ... i dun bother bout tt ... if u r nt a guitarist tts love yr guitar ... u wont noe hw i feel ... its lik taking yuXUANz away frm NPCC ... n asking huisi to quit redcross ... ah well ... i wan my guitar ...='((((((((((((((((((((((( i miss it .... LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope to get it during camp ... many ppl cried oso ... karen liew ,cherlyn ,kokwee n derrick ... the rest i nt sure ... n thx deanne for cheering mi up ... i feel much beta after tt ... went to point to eat with guitar ppl ... waited for wenjie's mum to pick her up ... when she went up the car ... mi n kokwee salute to her ... hahas ... nth much to sae le ... nt in the rite mood ... bye ... i know you like someone else ... its kind of obvious ... but can you at least tell me who ??? ❝ old memories ...
( posted on Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 9:12 pm )
heloo ...last dae of skul todae ... xianzZz ... gona b bored frm todae onwards (when thers no CCA ) ... went to ang mo kio ther to fix my sis's spexs todae ... den went to the market ther to eat dinner ... had a sudden memory flash back ... cos tt was the place wher my grandma used to bring mi ther ... cos in the past my mum works for half a day ... so she'll bring us to my grandma's hse until she comes back ... so in the morning grandma n my 1st aunt (aka da gu) will bring us ther n eat breackfast ... we'll always order black carrot cake n bean curd ... when my aunt order ... i'll always stand by the side n c hw the uncle cooks ... the beancurd is hot one n the spoon is made of metal ... so everytime b4 i eat my grandma will blow first n feed mi .... cos i was bout 4-6 i tink ... haiiiii .... gd old memories ... sometimes i jus wish tt i can go back to those naive days ... when i dun hav to tink n care bout so much things ... haizzz ... ah well ... time cant go back ... nth much le ... tok tml .. CYA ~! jus wish that time can really go back .... to the happy times we've had ... to the time when everyone don'y know anything ... ❝ mushi-mushi !
( posted on Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 10:04 pm )
MUSHI MUSHI !!!!learnt tt frm death note ... hahs ... didnt blog for the last few daes cos didnt hav the mood n was tired ... reason ... dun wanna tel n dun feel lik tellin ... onli cheryl n wenjie noes ... n dun ask mi y in skul oso ... i wont ans ... guitar's havin performance on sat !!!!!! kinda worried cos the songs r all in a mess ... we dunno wher to play wd ... hope everything will b sorted out on sat ... if nt we'll b dead ... gtg for bed ... will post tml if im nt xian or wdeva ... CYA ! i just hope that you'll notice me more ... but you won't ... cause in your eyes ... there's only her .... ❝ title~less 2
( posted on Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 9:50 pm )
helo ....gng to sleep soon so blogged b4 i sleep ... hahas ... went for tuition again ... BORED !!!!! those ppl tt i sent msg to ...(esp yuXUANz) thx for yr tokin to mi ... if nt im gona die of boredom ....xXXXX whole dae was watching t.v todae ... cos haven chiong finish last week's bai fen bai ... nw finish le ... gia gia damn funny xia ... LOLS ! suppose to go out with derrick they all de ... bt cos todae dad nt gng mall with us ... so i nid to go help mum carry things ... ah well ... 久久一次做乖小孩 ...xPPP hahas ... um ... nth much le ... CYA !!!! dreaming of you ... makes me smile and cry .... smile becos i dreamt of you ... cry becos its just a dream ... ❝ BORED !!!!!
( posted on Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 6:05 pm )
IM BORED !!!!!BORED !!!!!!!BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!didnt get a chance to go out todae ... at first wanted to go escape with my cousins ... but nv go cos will get ps-ed ... so stayed at home ... oh ya ... if u noticed ... i've been posting small small paragraghs of words at the bottom of my posts lately ... its nt tt i liked someone again ok ... those r some of the things i wrote in my diary .. now write out for fun onli ... some r jus becos i thot of it do i write ... so dun ask mi hu i lik or i still lik him anot ... cos its all over ... ok ??? tok more tonite ... gtg for dinner ... BYES ~! your smiles makes up my laughter your sorrows makes up my tears your dreams makes up my wishes when there are no laughter no tears no wishes i still have you ❝ LEG PAINS !!!!!!!!
( posted on Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 6:51 pm )
yuXUANz !!!CONGRATS FOR GETTIN IN NDP !!!!I'LL BE SEEING U !!!!!!xDDDDDD she called mi at 5.09p.m ...(i was on bus with rachael) screamed in the phone ... tellin mi she gt in NDP ... i'm lik ... oh congrats ...she said u sound ... ... im lik helo ?im ON THE BUS !!! u wanna mi to shout lik crazy ar ???? hai yio ... but still ... CONGRATS FISH !!!!!!!!!! GG todae was kinda tirin ... at 2.30 went for skatin cos ytd skipped ... den i fell down ... n my butt hurts ... legs ...nerves DAMN pain ... almost gt muscle pull .... joel n jongji DAMN irritating ... bt joel oso fell dwn ... LOLS !!!!(im NOT tryin to b sacarstic) after tt went to meet the rest ... went for drill ... den went to canteen to buy lemon tea ... saw karen ,cher ,derrick ,huisi ,joel , jongji n chantel outside ... toked for a while den went home with rachael ... got home first thing ... sat on the sofa for 15 mins ... den went to bathe ... after tt ate dinner n usin com nw ... leg still pain ... luckly tml nth ... hahs .... nth much le ... jus wish fish gd luck for tml ... DONT FAINT !!!!xPPPP toodles ! dreams that will never come true ... thats what i sholud call you ... i can only dream of being with you ... but i know ... that it'll never come true ... ❝ science trail = -.-"
( posted on Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 8:02 pm )
helo !kinda tired todae ... esp legs ... cos ran around the botanic gardens todae ... cos of the stultifying science trail ...(fish's language) bt it REALI REALI REALI stupid ... we run around the WHOLE garden jus for 5 stupid stations ... i sweat until lik crazy ... fish didnt come todae ... she missed loads of fun xia ... LOADS ! esp the ghim choon one ... hahas ... after we came back frm the garden ... mi ,huisi ,rachael n jolene went to KFC for lunch ... huisi was sooooooooo DIGUSTING !!!! she ... uh ... beta dun sae ... she'll kill mi ....xPPP den went for guitar ... mdm tan sae can dun go for the skating thingy so i nv go ... learn to read 'tao gehs ' todae ... mr ong asked mi to play but i played wrongly ... so pai seh !!!!!! (o'.'o) in the end everyone humm-ed the song ... hahas .... after tt went to green n ate dinner with mum ... tink i saw joel they all .... hahas ... nth much le ... hope tt tml will b a beta dae ... byes ~! seeing you being alone ... makes me wanna accompany you ... seeing you having fun with other girls ... makes me wanna join in the fun ... but at the same time ... im jeallous that they can have fun with you ... but i'm jus at one corner seeing ... ❝ YUXUANZ !!!!GET WELL SOON !!!!
( posted on Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 8:52 pm )
FINALLY BLOGGER GETS BACK TO NORMAL !!!!yuXUANz !!!!GET WELL SOON !!!!!!! i still wanna c u in skul de .... changed to dis skin again ... hahas ... skul was kinda borin todae ... the posts exams activities ... so so larr ... onli lik those in the air con room... hahas ... b4 gg ... played stress with rachael n janus(i tink) ... they were as fast as andy ... cos in class nt many ppl were TT fast ... so i LOVE playin with them le ... hahas ... GG ... mi ,qiu yi ,julia n ding song bell helped to tink of designs of the henna thingy ... will test out on fri ... i love makin henna ... cos if gt left ovas we still can bring back home ...xPPP after tt went to help sinyee to teach the sec 1s with the snake thingy ... found out tt hui mimn was a fast learner ... PEARLYN 'S COMIN BACK !!!!!! WOOHOO !!!!!!!! love tt cute littl' sis so much ... hahas .... hope she joins guitar too ... oh ya ... RACHAEL'S JOININ GUITAR TOO !!!!!!! FINALLY SOMEONE WITH SAME CCAS AS MI !!!! tts all ... hahas ... BB ! i never thot tt i'll miss u so much ... mayb its just an illusion ... mayb u didnt appear b4 ... its jus a dream ... a bad dream ... ❝ ALOHA !!!
( posted on Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 7:28 pm )
HELO !!!!GUITAR PRACTISE TODAE !!!!! WOOHOO !!!!!!!! LOVE GUITAR SO MUCH XIA !!!! gt copa todae ... its was fun playin it .... stil tryin to learn the chords part ... kinda diffcult ... saw ms chang .... asked her if she can come back to teach sci ... cos i failed again ...=((((( or mayb some sci pro in skul can teach mi ???=DDDDD SHIT !!!! I HAVEN SELL FINISH MY GG TICKETS !!!! AHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! dead dead dead dead dead !!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! no choice ... tml tel mdm tan cant sell finish ... cos my mum COMFIRM wont buy all de ... $ 5 each n i hav 9 left ... WAOH .... tts $45 ... so my mum wont buy de ... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!! too bad mdm tan didnt come todae ... tsk .... ARGH !!! nid to go beg ppl to buy ... Byes ~! ❝ BORED BORED !!!!!
( posted on Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 11:45 pm )
NO GUITAR ~!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!im gettin DAMN bored at home ... onli can use com n watch t.v .... CANT GO OUT !!!! mum sae must wait until results first den sae ... =.=" .... by den i might b dead ... BORED DEAD !!!!! played the sims for the WHOLE day .... bored ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope tt gt more things to do durin holidaes ... i dun mind being tired bt i HATE & LOATHE being bored ! (mayb yuXUANZ can help mi to continue the phrase ) i rather hav footdrill n guitar daily .... tts would b nicee ...=DDDDDDD nth much le ... tml still got tuition for nth .... WAD THE FOOK !!!!!!(i used fook in case my mum sees my blog ...xPPP) AHHHHHHHHH !!!! hw i wish mdm tan can organise to hav both cca doin things daily ???(alternately) I WAN MY GUIDES PHOTO !!!!! RAHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!! bb ... ❝ DEANNE !!!
( posted on Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 8:45 pm )
hiie !!!!jus finished bathing ... yuXUANZ n tjiaying polished their boots in class todae ... bt tjiaying's boots were polished by wenda cos she was playing stress with mi ... LOLS !!! hit until lik crazy ... andrina's finger nail broke ...0.o den gg ... nth much larrs ... jus tie gagets n ate the chocolate mdm tan owe us for 6 mths .... den went to eat dinner with deanne mummy n sze pei ... damn funny xia ... everyone as playin with my dale ... hahas ... deanne even worse ... took it as her daughter ...LOLS ! after eatin went to bus stop n waited for deanne to get up bus ... den walked home ... went by karen panda cum criminal's hse n has silent waves with her ... LOLS !!! den she called mi until i reach home .... kinda tired ... ❝ dale n carebear married !!!!!!!
( posted on Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 8:29 pm )
TJIAYING'S CAREBEAR && MY DALE MARRIED !!!!!they went honeymoon .... hahas .... lazy to put pics nowadays ... guides tml ... xian xia ... mdm tan still owe us chocolates n last year's photo !!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN CHOCOLATES !!!! speakin of tt ... i haven eat the chocolate tjiaying bought for mi ...xPPP its quite bitter ... but still niCe !!!=DDDD went mall's library with yuXUANz todae .... went to look for loads of IT related books ... den ate lollipop n went to read at mc ... ate ice-cream n went home ... nth le ... TOODLES !=) ❝ PHOTOSHOP !
( posted on Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 10:01 pm )
aloha ppl !!!!!jus finished photoshop-ing ... its quite fun n niCe ... made a little creation of mine ... hahs .... its fun ... yuXUANZ !im waitin for my photoshop CS3 !!!!!!!!!!xPPP yuxuanz n andrina came my hse todae ... many funny n stupid things happened ... yuXUANz finally get to c the LLLLOOOOOOOONNN NNNNNGGGGGGGG story ...LOLS ! we banged the floor for duno hw many times ... hahas ... kokwee kept askin mi money for his phone bill .... cos i asked him to sms to entertain mi n he saes nid to pay ....=.= calculative .... EVIL PERSON !ITS ONLI $0.15 !NT $15 !!!!! ah well ...gtg ...mum's comin ... BYES ~! ❝ stupid ppl do stupid things
( posted on Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 9:50 pm )
i dun get it ...ppl lik to spam other's blog jus to scold stupid things ... hw stupid is tt ??? ppl didnt do anything to u den u still lik tt ... helo ?pls GET A LIFE !! she didnt do anything to u rite ??? so y bother spammin ??? ppl delete u sae humji ... she dun wanna c cannot mehhs ??!?! IF U NOE ITS U ,WAKE UP !!!!!! DUN SPAM PPL'S BLOG LARRR FOR GOODNESS SAKE !!!!!! went to j8 with yuXUANZ ,andrina n jeslyn todae ... andrina told mi bout her blog being spammed ... jus dun get it ... she didnt do ANYTHING to anyone ... ah well ... kids nwdaes .... shit ... im gona sound lik fish soon !!!!! gtg for bed ... CYA ! ❝ DUMB DUMB BOGGER !
( posted on Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 5:08 pm )
ok ...ever since i changed this blog skin ... my blogger is gng crazy ... i'm gona change soon ... bt nt todae cos gng out soon ... eating dinner with mum's side's grandma ANDRINA !dun care bout wd she sae larr ... its her mouth ... her hand to type ....n her attitude ... jus forget bout it so tt yr life could b happier !=DDD haiZzz ... frens probb ... jus dun get it .. since nt frens le den y still critisize (or hweva it's spelt)lehh ??? ah well ... todae durin tuition was damn xian ... i dun get my mum ... maths exam alreadi past le den still ask mi to go fer maths tuition ... HOW STUPID ?!?!?! toked to yuXUANZ ... found another side of her ... the side tt is weak ... YUXUANZ !!!I WONT TEL ANYONE DE !!!!THX FOR TRUSTING MI !!!!! gtg le ... tok more tml ... BYE ! ❝ DA DONG !
( posted on Saturday, May 05, 2007 @ 10:00 pm )
found this VERY interesting video ...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjK6JRxbu6A TJIAYING !!!!MUST C !!!!!GT DA DONG IN A VERY TOOT HAIRSTYLE !!!!! tts all ... BYE ! oh n um ... thx ms le for tellin mi dis ...=DDD ❝ STUDY !
( posted on @ 1:47 pm )
ok ..blogger is crazy todae .... the things r lik ..... messy n out of shape .... dun care lahhs ... huisi patched up with jolene ...(tts gd ) n i took a few photos frm her blog ... all frm arts fiesta de .... n huisi ... u cant sue mi cos IM THE JUDGE !xPPP hahas .... jus finished studyin sci fer 2 hrs ... eyes lik gona close soon ... ytd ... oh ... the teachers were playin basketball ... den mi n yuXUANZ were sittin at the pathway near the boys toilet ther ... kokwee's oso ther ... i forgot wd he said the first time ... den when he was about to go ... he said ...走la走la，等一下有 demerit points啊 ... im lik ....-.- n he still looks sick ... ah well ... GET WELL SOON !=DDDD um .... nth much le ... tok more tml ... hahas ... TOODLES ! ❝ =D
( posted on Friday, May 04, 2007 @ 2:52 pm )
aloha !jolene :qwer rachael :jolene sarks jolene : rachael sae go n die ... nw in skul .... hahas ... nth much to do ... so blog lors ... with rachael n jolene ... n another guy dunno wd name ... hahs ... nth interested anyway ... todae .... lit exam lik shit ... think will fail ... ah welll .... stayed back to study with yuxuan ... in the end went to bang the table with hands ... YUXUANZ !!!U STILL OWE MI 11 BOTTLES OF LEMON TEA !!!!!! xPPPP den nw here lorrs .... at wher wont tel u ... cos it confidential lols ...nth much le ... CYA ! |
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