thank you for breathing.

❝ And Yes ,I Miss You .

( posted on Sunday, March 30, 2008 @ 7:41 pm )

Elevator-Flo Rida feat. Timbaland

com-ed till 6+ ,
off-ed .
ate dinner .
n on-ed again .

BORED !
waitin for ppl to call/txt mi .
cos im reali bored !!!!

entertainment needed .

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

forget it .
nobody cares .

❝ The Kind of Flawless I Wished That I Could Be

( posted on @ 1:18 pm )

its the moon .REALI !

hot choco !

woke up at bout 8.30+ today ??
wonder wd woke mi up .
daydreamed until 9+ .
den washed up n gt ready to go out for breakfast =]
went mall's cafe cartel .
saw roger lee -.-
he still come over n ask mi if im frm sec 2 or sec 3 .
HELO !
u scolded mi b4 ???
anw ,he's with a lady .
after tt went to cut hair .
i told the person i wanna LAYER .
in the end he cut until cnt tie anymore -.- .
ARGH !!!!!
den went comics connections bought some stuff .
den went NTUC n homed .
all these took up my whole morning .
LOLS ~!

off to finish F&N .
cya tonite =]

❝ I'll Love You Anyway

( posted on Saturday, March 29, 2008 @ 8:39 pm )

lets cont. today's story ,
com-ed until 5+ .
den went out with mummy n daddy to fetch sis frm mall .
after tt went heartland mall .
mummy went bank den ate pizza hut .
after tt walked around ,
n home-d .

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

hmmm hmmm hmmm .
kinda bored nw ,
haizxs .
wonder wds he doing ...?

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

TO ALL GUIDES ~!
nxt friday we all sit together for lunch okays ??
everyone MUST come !=]

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

❝ Screams

( posted on @ 1:23 pm )

woke up in the morning .
1st thing i felt .
my moodswing's here .
again .
UH !
didnt hav to mood to study at all .
so act studied for a while n came online .
was tinkin bout stupid stuff .
i wanna go punggol end scream with geraldine dear !!!!!!!!!
dun tink she's comin today ?
cos CA .-.-###
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

off to crap .
cya tonite =/

❝ HUISI

( posted on Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 10:41 pm )

thanks for talking and listening to me when i really
need someone to talk to about my troubles ,=]
its always you who listens to me .
thanks so much .
although on the outside we dont really talk .
but i want you to know ,on the inside ,you're a
true friend ,sister & best friend to me .

thanks dear sister =]

❝ She Used To Smile Sweetly

( posted on @ 6:43 pm )

CA2 !

my POA .hee hee

YTD
normal skul day .
jus tt my mood is playin with the swings again -.-
blah blah blah .
after skul ate noodles again .
den went dwn to celebration wall for 'math remidial' .
crapped until 5+ .
walked home with guanliang .

TODAY
skul was normal .
jus tt mi n sooern gt somehw crazy in chem lab(as usual xP)
I BROKE MY THUMB NAIL !!!!
lucky is left hand de .
PHEW ~!
den guanliang keep throwing eraser dust & staplets at us -.-
i can understand y .
cos he's too bored behind us .
so lets forgiv the kid xPPP
den after skul went guides .
i hav this crazy idea of askin all upper sec guides to
sit in one row for lunch nxt fri .
LOLS ~!
mayb we shld .
den 1st thing was footdrill !x3
i was the timer .
den venus they all came .
dey come check check here ,see see there ,
den venus came n tel mi tt i sae left my leg is on the right ,
i damn paiseh can ???
cos its tt 1st time this happened ,
den we all LOL-ed .
as usual ,the sec 2s made a BIG round when turnin .-.-
I WANT DOROTHY TO COME BACK TEACH THEM !!!
let them go through wd WE hav been through .
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!

ok ,im lame -.-

after tt went to mak pegs ,
for international frenship day .
found some of the pegs were frm when i was sec1 .-.-##
my patrol did 28 PEGS !(excludin those tt i did for myself n frens)
so we're gona sell lik crazy 0.0
so hope tt my frens help .(hint hint)
cos its a mini-competition between patrols .
hee hee .
den they strt askin for ppl to go NDP again .
i was tinking to go or nt to go .
cos i noe its a gd experience ,
bt i dun tink i can cope with my studies ?
cos my results already lik shit ...?
somemore after Ca2 ,OBS ,den SA1 .
oh well .
after tt captains' ball .
my patrol VS rachael's patrol .
LOLS ~!
had a little incident .
SORRY RACHAEL !
in the end mine & velda's patrol had a draw .
n guess wds the prize ?
1 packet of drink to 2 person .
it came just the right time cos we were all thirsty .
hahas .
den homed ,ate dinner & blogged .

off to blog surfing .
CYA ~!

the weekends are here ,

again

i feel used .

❝ Quiz

( posted on Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 9:22 pm )

wont blog bout today .
cos it kinda sucks .
will tok bout it tml .

L A S T
1. Friend you saw: guanliang
2. Talked to on the phone: ghimmy
3. Text: ghimmy

T O D A Y
1. Wearing: clothes.
2. Better than yesterday: -.- .dun tink so ?

T O M O R R O W
1. Is:hoped to b beta =]
2. Got plans: skul ,guides ,home
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: its a friday

F A V OR I T E
1. Number: 4
Color: purple ,orange ,black
Season: winter

C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: ......
2. Mood: sleepy ZZzz
3. Wanting: to sleep

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Hugged someone?; yup
2. Been on the phone until the suncame up?:no .i cnt ta han a night without sleep
3. Put a song on repeat for more thanan hour?; duh

Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S
Q: 1st thing you did this morning:
A: off my alarm ,its noisy
Q: Last thing you ate and drank:
A:coke n donut
Q: What's annoying you right now?
:A: problems
Q: Do you support long distance relationships?
A: nt reali
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?:
A: ya
Q : Do you think that person is thinking of you too?:
A: impossible.
Q: Where was the last place you went to?:
A: skul .im guai
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: yup .unless moodswings .
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: tink so ?onli abit anti-social .
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in lastnight?:
A: mine .
Q: What color of shirt are youwearing?
A: blue
Q: What were you doing at 9 lastnight?:
A: studying
Q: When was the last time you saw your dad?:
A: 9.31
Q : Do you get angry easily?
A: sorta ?
Q: What were you thinking about before you went to sleep?
A: -.- #hw i rmb ?
.Q: What song are you listening to now?
A: apologise - one republic
Q: Are you in love at the moment?
A: nope .
Q: Have you ever really cried your heart out?
A: yup .
Q: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
A: many times
Q: Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:
A: no .
Q: Do you cry when you get an injury?
A: nt reali .unless it reali hurts .
Q: Who can always make you happy?
A: hmmm .kokwee ,ghimmy, guanliang ,andrina ,jes ,rachael =]
Q: Do you wish you were happier?
A: ever wishing .
Q: Can music make you happy?
A: kinda ?

HATE SECTION
Q: Who do you actually hate?
A: nt telling !xP
Q: Have you ever made a hit list
A: does anyone do ?
Q: Are you a mean bully?:
A: lols .dun tink so ?

my mood swings are coming back ='[

❝ Where's the guitar club i used to love ?

( posted on Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 8:37 pm )

MONDAY
early in the morning caught by mdm martina .
cos of my skirt -.- ##
after tt went imac rm for music .
made the ringtone stuff .
after tt went back class .
played here ,toked ther .(bt still gt study lar)
jua tt alvin soh has been threatening mi .
ARGH !!!!
den went for assembly
some new born 'star' came to our skul .
after tt lunched in skul n went jasper's hse for CME project .
in the end wasted time =.=
bt at least did abit .
den WII-ed .
played bowling with guanliang n jasper .
lost to both T.T .
den went pnt buy ice-cream ,saw mama tan on the way .
walked with guanliang n bused home .

TODAY
normal skul day for mi .
jus tt guanliang keeps bullyin mi -.-
den after tt went for guitar ,den deannz came ,wang da came .
after tt wangda had a small tok .
dinner-ed with deannz .
i LOVE toking to her bout stuffs tt happened .
cos i can jus sae wd i wanna & she listens & givs mi advices X]]]
THX MUMMY !=]hope u lik the present =]
den homed cos the real mummy called .
bathed & blogged .

i dont know if its just me or what .
where's the guitar club i used to love ???
i just feel that everyone ,everything had changed .
cause i dont see the united-ness in us anymore .
everyone just do their own stuff .
maybe is because of the sitting ?
cause everyone is spreaded apart ?
SYF is just 10 more months .
we cannot afford to play anymore .
i know i do sometimes .
but at least i dont on the computer when we are told NOT to .
& FYI .those who on the coms ,the names will be given to mdm tan .
& dont think that she wont do anything ,
its just that you people didnt what she can do .

❝ Yawns

( posted on Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 10:27 pm )

one last post b4 i go chiong my POA & maths ,
hahas .
i noe its late luh bt ,no choice .
hu ask mi to keep playing ytd -.- .
hahs .
i lik palyin majong in viwawa with alvin !
cos can cheat 1xPPP
ALVIN !HE ZUO YU KUAI !
i help u win nxt time kayys ?
hee hee .
chatted with geraldine dear on her blog ,
it was fun =]
hahs .
cos we both lazy to click on msn .
so ,ya ...
LOLS ~!
DEAR !IM WAITING FOR SATURDAY !=]

off to chiong HW .
dun miss mi for the wk .
cos i dun tink i'll b using com .
hahas .
nites !

❝ Photos

( posted on @ 2:57 pm )

same drink ,diff packaging 0.0

i took a bite b4 takin pic xP

shld i upload the pics of deannz's present ?

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
OOoh, if you were here right now,
I swear I'd tell you this

woke up at 10.30+ todae .
didnt reali slept well last nite =x

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

blah blah blah .
went mall ,shopped ,lunched @ cafe cartel ,
crapped with ghimmy ,
homed .
thank god skul is strting tml .
im reali gona die soon .
suppose to study with xuan today .
in the end cancelled cos of time .
which equals to im gona rot at home today again -.-*

tink im gona b sick (again)
i'd been sneezing n sniffin these 2 days .
oh pls .
ITS MONDAY TML !
i dun wanna b sick ='[

nth much .
cya later !

❝ Memories

( posted on Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 11:33 pm )

mi BBQ-ing =]

LOVES ~!

When you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now

gt these 2 frm jiaying .(finally)
flashed back to camp again .

missed it ='[[[[

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

was playing majong with alvinn kevin on viwawa .
had fun time =]
imagine playing with 2 jokers .
haha .
had been staring at com since 4+ till nw .0.0
my eyes r gona spoil soon .
oops !=X

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm ....
nth much
NITES !=D

❝ Low alvin & the chipmunks version

( posted on @ 5:54 pm )

this is so cute can ?
low in alvin & the chipmunks version .
hahas .
my com is finally alive n kickin .
YAY !
dun hav to quarrel over my sis's .

wokeup at 8+ today .
cos nid to go bank
mak my POSB card =]
after tt went UOB n OCBC .
cos mum wanna ask things bout th saving .
den went mall .
bought some stuff & checked the price for DS .
$259 .-.-
den mummy sae go green c 1st .
so went to green .
$249 .0.0
den i told mummy .
the best price is on the internet .
$219 onli .
den she sae scare later kena cheated so ...-.-
hav to wait until dunno when den can buy .
UH !
bt i wan it nw !='[

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

after tt homed ,ate lunch n did HW .
didnt do all though .
y ?
cos nt in the mood !
for no reason -.-

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

IM BORED AT HOME !!!!
i reali hate wkends .
ARGH !
i wan sat guitar lessons !!!!!
or mayb anyone can ask mi lik ,go study ?
im seriously rottin can ?
i'd rather study outside luh .

can you please stop giving me hopes ?
i know that you are nice to everyone .
but youe nice is making me mad .
not as in angry that mad .

as in im mad about you .

❝ My Com's Down

( posted on Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 6:29 pm )

morning uncle came n took a look a my com .
he sae kena virus -.-###
si nw using sis's com again .
den he frm 9+ fix until 2+ .
the internet still cnt connect .
so hav to wait for him to come other days
cos we nid to go my dad's fren's hse .
cos he's baby 1 mth .
SOOOOOOO CUTE !!!x3333
too bad cnt put pics here .
cos his eyes r REALI big .
den stayed ther n stared at the baby frm 2+ to 5+ ,
homed .
too bored .
played with SP ,den bloggin .

I'm not the girl that you see in the magazine
Perfect face and perfect body
Never be anyone but the one I am, what I am

I REALI HATE HOLIDAYS !
cos all i can do is rot at home .
oh ya deannz .
sori cnt go out with u .
cos after i come home my dad dun allow mi to go out .
SORRY !=XX

Love me for me (love me baby)
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no, no)

Love me for me (yeah, yeah)
And not for someone you wish that I could be

Cause what you get is what you see (What you see)
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)
Love me for me
Or don't love me

another reason why i hate holidays ...?
is because i cant see you .

❝ Love Me For Me

( posted on Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 7:28 pm )

using my sis's com nw .
cos for no reason my com spoiled -.-
today was quite a happy day for mi ...?
personal reason .
hahs ...=]
douns out tt i didnt bring back my physics TYS home .
so gona copy work on monday again .
wonder hu's the kind soul to lend mi (hint hint)
hahas .

I wonder how,
I wonder why,
I wonder where they are.
The days we had,
The songs we sang together.

skul had 2 fights today .

wont elaborate cos some ppl doesnt noe .
so yup .=]]]
none of my business anw .

So, I say a little prayer.
And hope my dreams will take me there.
Where the skies are blue.
To see you once again,
My love.

quite a pity tt i cnt go out with wa nting they all .
cos my grandma went hospital again .
so nid to visit her .
SORRY PPL !
nxt time kays ?

nth else much .
will update nxt time .(when my com's back-in-action)
CYA ~!=]

To promise you my love.
To tell you from the heart,
You're what I'm thinking of.
I'm reaching for the love that seems so far.

❝ F&N !

( posted on Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 10:21 pm )

jus in case u were wondering y i've been using com these days .
its cos i've been dong my F&N course work .
n im reali DOING my work .
hor huisi ?xP

skul was as normal .
jus tt yuxuan .oh well .
forget it .
hahs .
later she kill mi ...?
blah blah blah
after tt skul was guitar .
FUN FUN FUN !=]
n guanliang .
guitar's not boring cans ?
its FUN !!!

STILL CANNOT FIND MY GUITAR !!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
我的宝贝不见了 !!!!!!='[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
tel mdm tan she onli sae ,bu guan eo de shi -.-##
wtf ...?

chionged F&N .
gng to sleep soon
nites =]

its good to have you as a friend xD

❝ Friends Means Friends

( posted on Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 7:49 pm )

MONDAY
was reali tired when woke up .
bt i lik it .=]
cos IT TIME TO GO SKUL !!!!
i noe im crazy bt i'd rather go skul den stay at home n rot -.-
after tt high-ed in skul .
hahas .
wont tok bout the unhappy stuff .
cos it'll jus mak my mood worse nw .
i can onli sae .
i cried for the whole night .

TODAY
tired again .
bt nt feeling lik gng skul .
cos of the things happened ytd .
saw my phone .
saw the msg .
I WANNA RUSH TO SKUL !!!!
cos i know tt i didnt lose a friend after all =]
bt in the end she didnt come skul ='[[[[
still high-ed in skul .
wasnt tt high without her .
gt back maths n chem test results
28/50for math =/
26/36 for chem =]]]
was kinda disappointed for my math .
cos alot of careless mistake .
if nt gt 5 marks more xia ='[ .
even mdm ng saes tt im careless -.-
den guitar .
gav deannz mummy a surprize 'party' .
hahas ...
too bad cnt eat dinner with her ='[
bt ther's still nxt wk =D

I CANNOT FIND MY SYF GUITAR !!!
GU00039 !!!!!
ITS GONE !!!='[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[

andrina reminded mi jus nw .
the previous post i posted bout the utensils set ?
i said onli 3 camps rite ???
actually ther's one more camp ...
GUITAR CAMP !!!!
so its $15 for 4 camps ...

LOLS !

waiting for 12 midnight .
hahs ...

YUXUAN !GET WELL SOON MY HIGH PARTNER !=]

❝ Limits

( posted on Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 9:10 pm )

went out with xuan ,wenjie ,alvin n joel today ...
was quite ...fun ...?
except tt xuan a bit emo ...-.-
met xuan at serangoon at 12+ .
waited for alvin until 1+ -.-**
den went PS .
ate lunch ,went yamaha ,crapped n arcaded .
alvin sae i noob in time crisis .
he oso noob in percussion master ...
HAHAHA !!!!
ok ,im lame -.-
after tt watched step up 2 .
nt bad luhh .
cos i didnt watch step up 1 .
so yup .
sorta understand .oso sorta sdun understand -.-
after tt went dwn to kovan .
dinner-ed n home-ed
was quite surprise tt mummy didnt scold mi .
if daddy's at home he'll sure nag -.-
n ALVIN ,for goodness sake ,dun continue the story -.-
it doesnt link ...

i have limit for my patience & tolerance .
so dont go over it ,cause the best i can do is dun tok to u .
the worst ...?we may break our friendship .

❝ All Forgotten ...I'm Dead xX

( posted on Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 3:21 pm )

TAG REPLIES !
A L V I N ::lols ...same !
QIUYI ::lols ...I'M WAITING FOR TML !!!
WANLIN ::u come my tagboard reply her -.-
ANDRINA :: reali ???OMG !hope it comes true !=]
PAMELA ::hahs ...thx =]yup ...i love those too =DD
SOOERN :: SIAO EH !afternoon i still sleepin larr .cos ate medicine mahhs ...
hahs ...CYA !=]

i nid to giv my brain a wake up call .
cos all those stuff the teachers taught mi i forgotten them !
POA ,physic ,maths & F&N !!!
n all must pass up by skul reopens .
seriously ,i'm dead .
anyone so nice to let mi copy/teach mi ?

guess not ...?

woke up at 9+ gng 10 todae .
throat still a bit ...
guai guai de ...
den washed up ,had breakfast .
settle deannz's present .
will show the pics after her birthday .
den strted chionging h.w .
cnt believe i actually sat for 4 hrs jus for H.W .0.0
i must sae ...
im such a guai gia xPP
crapped with guanliang on the phone .
after tt ate lunch .
den bloggin .
off for F&N nw .
BYES ~!=]

last nite b4 i slept .
i wondered .
am i reali ready for the stripe on my guide's uniform ?
cos its a heavy duty one .
although i dun hav 2 of them .
bt havin smth up ther is already enough .
i worry if anyone will listen when i speak .
if when i do stuff will ppl follow
cos i noe hw i do things ::

i lik to do things solo .
cos im afraid tt when i tel/ask other ppl do ,they'll screw it up .

im a reali blur blur queen .
i can even forget to bring things tt r imptrt .
lik last yr's taiwan ,i forgot to bring my trefoil .
is my mum tt reminded mi b4 i went out .

im reali lazy .i'll always look for shortcuts if the thing is very draggy .

i can giv up easily & giv up anything for frens ,even my stripe .
i promised rachael ,if the sec1s' attitude wont change until june .
we'll quit together .

im very impatient ,so if u ask mi to be patience n teach the younger ones ,i'll get fad up easily .

i suck at explaining stuff ,cos im nt gd in eng .
tts y for mi ,action speaks more than words .

im a natural loudspeaker(lik rachael n isabel) ,so many times ppl will misubderstand tt i scold them .bt i dun mean it .

u can say mi BHB ,bt i noe i gt the potential to b a leader .
its jus tt im nt given chance ,
be it in guides or wdeva .
cos im nt a gd leader .

❝ Fever-ed

( posted on Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 10:25 pm )

my personal cup !x3333

cute rite ????=DDD

somehw recovered frm my fever ???
cos i jus came back frm orchard .xP

my phone was hospitalised !!!!
can onli tak back on mon ='[[
spare phone anyone ???

went to wisma with mummy at bout 6+ to settle my phone .
den had dinner ,window shop-ped .
walked for ...2hrs ?
den took mrt home .
bought deannz's b-day gift n my personal cup =]]]
&&& a very cute ustensils set .
mummy sae can use it for camp .
i forgot to tel her ,'mummy ,onli gt lik 2 more camps left onli ?'
OBS ,APC den mayb UG camp .
$15 for 2-3 camps ...
$5 for each camp ???xPPP
lol ....
played around with mummy's office cam .
its soooooooooo nice can ????
bt its bout $600+ .T.T
so hav to wait for a wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhiiiiiiillllllllleeeeeeeeee more =D
nw persuadin my parents to let mi buy DS .
dey keep sayin tt later buy le i wont
concentrate on my studies blah blah blah
bt helo ?i'm 15 .i noe wd to do luhhs !!!
somemore im using my own savings -.-
funny rite ?
use my own money still nid to wait for them to sae ok T.T

off to finish up the whole wks yu le ...

BYES ~!=]

❝ After camp fever -.-

( posted on @ 9:45 am )

woke up in the morning n found out tt im havin fever .
so didnt go skul for camp galore .
sori ppl ='[
lucky tt i dun hav to go grandma hse todae .

uh ...
headache .

was viewing blogs & saw this on sab's blog .
find it meaningful ...?

Definition Of A True Friend...

By Nightwing007

A true friend sticks with you through the good times and the bad, A true friend will say what you might not want to hear, but a true friend won't stay mad...

A true friend looks from the inside out and doesn't judge by a glance A true friend will stick by you even when you take a stance...

A true friend loves you for who you are not what you could be... A true friend should be cherished cause' few exist you see...

A friend to love with... A friend to play with... A friend to be with... A friend to stay with...

❝ PICS !

( posted on Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 10:11 pm )

i look retarded -.-##