thank you for breathing.

❝ It Just Hurts So Much

( posted on Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 8:41 pm )

i noe u guys miss my updates =PPP

MONDAY
wasnt a reali great day .
cos xuan was cryin ...
so ya .
hopes tt she gets over it soon =]
after skul stayed back with isabel ,alvin n guanliang .
qiuyi n wenjie came for a while .
was listening to my earpiece while studying .
so didnt reali tok (stop saying tt im emoing) .
at bout 4.30 ,bel went off .
left mi ,alvin ,andrew(sec1) and guanliang .
so played blackjack .
1st time playing with cents .
LOLS ~!
after tt walked home ,bathed ,ate n studied again .

TUESDAY
ws nt in gd mood .
cos of things tt happened ytd .
slept in class once i reach ,
cos last nite cldnt sleep .

chi paper 2 was ok lar ,
gt 1/2 hrs to sleep xPPP
n i reali fell asleep .

den paper 1 .
oso slept 1/2 hrs .
LOLS ~!
isabel sae i pig -.- ...
after skul stayed back again .
HUISI PANG SEH ME FOR JOUIS !!!!xPPP

hahs .jk lar .
after tt homed ,bathed ,ate n studied ....again .
bt cldnt get SS stuff into my head .
gona fail soon .

TODAY
SS -high chance of failing
MATHS - ........must i sae ?
straight after maths paper 1 ,wan ting came & ask mi if im ok .
LOLS ~!

SS was .....ok ?
had 1/2 hr to sleep ...again .
so comfirm failing ...

stayed back after skul .
bt didnt study at all =PPP
went 918 ther to c ghimmy they all play BB .
isabael pei-ed mi all the way .
thanks =]
after tt went bel's home .
i loved her stuffs can ?
esp her blue guitar !!!!
jus tt its steel string -.- .
her bro v funny .
when he come into her rm ,
his 1st sentence was ,'你来家里教人家guitar ???'(or smth lik tt)
im lik =.=||||||
HELLO ?!!!?
im TEACHIMG her !
i was lik giggling luhhs .
we promsied to go shoppin together one day . xDDD
cos her stuffs all so nice luhh .
i lik =]

bout 6+ went home .
she keep forcing mi to stay n eat -.- .
the thing is i pai seh mahh !
i nv eat at other ppl's hse with their family b4 .
so ... .. .
homed ,bathed ,ate n comm-ed

To FS :
i never forget about you people .
its just that i need someone to talk to for the time being .
when things are better ,things will go back to normal .
you all are still my sisters =]
this you can 放心 .

❝ Doubts About Love

( posted on Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 4:48 pm )

mi ,alvin ,kevin & claria .n we didnt arrange it .LOLS ~!

pulau ubin .memoris .

the jetty

OBS ~!

woke up at 9+ today .
wondered y .
LOLS ~!
cos i slept at 1+ last nite xPPP
woke up ,washed up ,ate n went mall .
wanted to skul shoes .it went out of stock -.-|||
wanted to buy bag ,last piece =.=||||||
so suay can ???
after tt went NTUC with mummy ,bought the usual stuff .
den xuan came ,ate n went punggol end with her .
its beautiful ther(the beach n the sea ,its much more beautiful than pasir ris)
sat for a while ther ,tok tok ,sing sing ,crapped .
den walked into the water .
its cooling =]]](cos its REALLY hot there !)
den ya da ya da .
went mall n homed .

ITS FINALLY MONDAY TOMORROW !!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!

i know i didnt help much ,
but i really hope that you felt better .
and please ,nothing is more important than your exams .
you can do whatever you want after it kays ?
i dont want you to flunk your exams because of that person .
truly ,its not worth it .

❝ Studies

( posted on Saturday, April 26, 2008 @ 10:07 pm )

slept until 11+ today .
its been a long time ever since i slept for this long .
LOLS ~!
den washed up ,cleared my rm ,ate breakfast-cum-lunch
den went back rm to study .

until bout 3+ .
com-ed .
daddy's been askin mi if i gt stead -.-
cos last few days i've been using his phone to sms alvin n ghimmy .
den he keep sayin tt i keep smsin b.f -.-
lik wth ???

bout 5+ went compass with mummy .
had swensens' for dinner !=]
it was yummy !xD
den went metro walk walk .
bought this hot pink nail polish .

its reali nice =]]
den walked more .
bought hair clips n another necklace ,
heart shape de =]
forgot to tak photo of it .
hahs .
after came back ,com-ed again .

the person i've been tokin to n gng out tml ,
when its time to let go ,u'll have to let go .
no matter how unwillingly you are ,you'll still have to let go .
i know its really hard ,i've been through it before .
but .......

❝

( posted on Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 8:22 pm )

the wooden dragon fly .

wenda & felly slacking during P.E -.-

TUESDAY
raining heavily day .
was reali reali cold .
Brrrrrrrrr ...
was quite emo in the morning ,
reason not clear .
but after recess i strted hyperin again =]]
ghimmy kena serious flu .
n his teacher actually allowed him to eat
panadol n sleep for 2 PERIODS STRAIGHT !=.=||
den ya dah ya dah .
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after skul went pnt with wenjie n alvin ,
met guanliang ther .
his rashes seems beta ...?
den went mac to study .
n we reali ,acutally studied .
LOLS ~!
bt ther were funny stuffs in the middle =]
after tt walked home with guanliang

WEDNESDAY
normal day .

THURSDAY
after skul went mac again to study .
ghimmy n guanliang stayed in skul cos
ghimmy sae he cnt concentrate .-.-
so went pnt with alvin n bel .
after awhile xuan ,tjiaying & sean came .
so sat side by side .
den deannz mummy came =]]
n for the 1st time ,
i see her wear purple shirt .
hahas .
after they all ate finish ,we strted to study ....

deannz ,dun care bout the manager lar ...

den ghimmy n guanliang came ,
cos i asked ghimmy to come n help mi with the campfire proposal .=]
thanks !xD
after tt ate dinner n went home ,
cnt sleep for the nite ,
slept at 12+

TODAY
eng was ok .
jus tt i've been sleepin .
mayb cos last nite didnt sleep well .
things tt i hoped it didnt happen didnt happen .
thank god .**PHEW**
after skul went to IMAC rm to present proposal .
it somehw passed ...?
cos mdm tan n ms toh didnt reali sae anything =]
credits to mi ,rachael n ghimmy =]
den tok tok abit .
went canteen with bel to eat lunch .
ghimmy n guanliang came back frm pnt n played cards outside NP rm de table -.-
after lunch ,studied .
den yuxuan came .
n kena alot of scoldins by mi .
cos of the maths tests papers .
wont elaborate cos it'll mak mi heat up .

bad for health .

den gav her a little tuition ,
slacked for 1/2 hrs .
went eat LJS with xuan n went home .
missed tokin to her .=]

helped ghimmy changed his blogskin n changed mine .

off to blog surf .
Byes ~!

❝ 2.4 Km .it killed me

( posted on Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:54 pm )

the moon i saw this morning when i woke up.

drank by(frm right to left ) alvin , me and xuan .=]

cnt reali sleep last nite.
lied on bed at 10+ ...
slept at 11+ gng 12 .

saw a very beautiful moon today .
so took a pic of it =]
den went skul .
wasnt quite used to no one in class ,
cos guanliang didnt came to skul .
so class was quite quiet .
hahs .
den blah blah blah .
went for 2.4km run .
it almost killed mi cans ?
leg almost kena muscle cramp again -.-
thank god .
bt i still failed .-.-
by 1 min ....

RAHHHHHHHHH !!!!
still hav to run again after SA T.T .
so after SA u'll see my body lying in a coffin .

CHOY AR !
hahs .

ok ,im gettin lame again -,-

after skul had my chem test .
told ms chen tt im preparing to fail it .
she was lik 'huh ?为什么 ?'
i told her to c it herslef n i walked off xPPP
went canteen to meet qiuyi they all ,
alvin n ghimmy went to play dai dee -.-
after lunch studied .
alvin 乖乖 de come n do hw =]
after finished ,walked jasmine to bus stop .
den alvin walked mi to bus stop ,
hahas .
toked crap on the way ...

sorta finished F&N .
off to send to mdm tan .
Byes ~!

❝ Sunday .Yet Again

( posted on Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 3:29 pm )

saw this car in mall's car park .cute eh ?

standard procedure for sundays again .
wake up ,eat breakfast ,go mall ,shop ,eat lunch ,homed .-.-
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mum didnt allow mi to go 918 today ,cos of my results -.-
any ,i slept until 10 + .
so dun tink i can wake up in time ,hahas .

off to chiong proposal n F&N .
tok more tonite =]
CYA ~!

❝ Quizzzzzz !=]

( posted on Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 8:17 pm )

name 20 people you can think at the top of your head.

1 Wenjie
2 Qiuyi
3 Alvin
4 Guanliang
5 Ghimchoon
6 Rachael
7 Wan ting
8 Andrina
9 Huisi
10 Jeslyn
11 Deannz
12 Amanda
13 Jong Chi
14 Joel
15 Leon
16 Wan er
17 Yuxuan
18 Kok wee
19 Gabriel
20 Jouis

How did you meet 14?
Joel : guitar =D

What would you do if you never met 1?
Wenjie :i'd rather die off

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Huisi & Jouis : -.- .They ARE together .

Did you ever like 19?
Gabriel : -.-## no .

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Rachael & yuxuan : um ....dun tink so ?yuxuan's mine xP

Describe 3.
Alvin : he's cute xDD

Do you think that 8 is attractive?
Andrina : yup !in her own way xD

Tell me something about 7.
Wan Ting : she's ny sister =]

Do you know any of 12's family?
Amanda : no

What is 8's favourite?
Andrina : SPONGEBOB !

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Deannz : OF COURSE !xDDDD

What language does 15 speak?
Leon :eng ,chi n his own alien language xP

Who is 9 going out with?
Huisi : i just told u up there ,jouis

How old is 16 now?
Wan er : 16

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Jong Chi : last guitar practise ???

Who's 2's favourite band/singer?
Qiuyi : nt sure =XX

Would you date 4?
Guanliang : no -.-

Would you date 7?
Wan ting : no -.- .im nt les

Is 15 single?
Leon : no .........

What's 10's last name?
Jeslyn :i give u the full name
Jeslyn pang ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling ling xPPP

Would you ever be in a seriously relationship with 11?
Deannz : yup =]

What school does 3 goes to?
Alvin : my skul .

Where does 6 live?
Rachael : near serangoon JC there

What's your favourite thing about 5?
Ghimchoon : he's a good listener =D

❝ Proposal

( posted on @ 5:27 pm )

YUXUAN !
our hair will grow back de .
dun cry =]
the most i dun laugh in front of u kays ?xP

tired
tired
tired
tired
tired

IM TIRED !!!!

woke up at 8+ today .
washed up ,ate breakfast ,gt msg frm guanliang sayin tt his rashes came back again .
so didnt go NP .
takecare kays ?

den studied abit of chem .
went out to pnt to meet rachael to do the proposal @ 11 gng 12+ .
ya da ya da abit .
lunch-ed .
deannz came ,ghimmy lent mi his proposal .
ppl keep comin to mi n sae tt is its a miracle tt im studyin -.-
(cos i was havin my chem on my table)
Hello !im still a student .
was wishin to c yuxuan bt she didnt came =[[[
after tt went 918 BB court to c NP ppl play BB .
ghimmy had muscle cramp .i saved him .xDDD
hahas .
alvin wanted to use xuan's hittin method .
den im lik 'u wan him to die ar ?'
cos tt method is to hit ur calf hard .-.-
i guess ghimmy can reali die if alvin does tt .
hahs ,
after a while mi n rachael went home .
the rest of the NP ppl gng bowl i tink .
gd for them luh -.-
i almost half a yr nv bowl le x'[[[(nt counting WII)
i'll wait for guitar/any outin .

oh ya .
alvin ,please get ur blogskin right .
i can't see you tagboard -.-

crappin with xuan nw .
tok more tonite =]
off to chiong F&N !
Byes ~!

❝ Quotes

( posted on Friday, April 18, 2008 @ 8:45 pm )

saw these frm my sis's fren's blog ::

Cute Quotes

❝ Sa1

( posted on @ 7:33 pm )

they are waiting for mi to let them out to play .

cute eh ?

1 more wk to sa1 -.= ...

WEDNESDAY
had F&N pracital test .
was quite ok for mi ...?
i finished in 45 mins .(we were given 1hr n 30 mins)
den ya da ya da a bit .
eat eat here ,gop gop ther .
den 2 'flies' came in (guanliang n jasper)
they tink tt they r food critics(or hweva u spell tt)
keep testin our food n sae alot of things -.-
they'll noe it on fri =>>>

blah blah blah .
den went home .
mum asked mi to do mt maths test paper again -.-

bt i noe its for my own good =]

THURSDAY
had my chi oral .
tink im flunked it ?
cos im the 1st to strt T.T .
den ther r lik a few words i dunno hw to read .
after tt the conversation ,i almost said 'then' & 'shit' -.-

nice eh ?

den met rachael to tok bout the campfire stuff .
in the end played dai dee with isabel ,guanliang n gary .

seriously ,i tink tt gary's slow -,-

den ya da ya da .
walked home with isabel =]

TODAY
class was as usual .(finally im used to class after OBS)
jus tt i gt extra time to study for chem test .
cos last wk went OBS .
den ms chen allow =]]]
bt i'll b takin the test with beverly .
so yup ,MUST CHIONG !!!(so wish mi luck)
the other grp had their prac today .
mi n wan ting went to 'help out' .
i can onli sae ,
alvin ar ....WHERE'S YOUR COMMON SENSE ??????
会给你气死啊 !!!

ARGH !

wont sae bout his mistake .
cos its reali .....-.-####

den went guides awhile .
the members given to mi n rachael were lingyan & sarah =]]]
hope they'll help more =]
cos im reali v busy .

cos i have to :
hand in the proposal ,
finish F&N course work &
finish chem chap 5-7 ::
ALL BY MONDAY !T.T

wish mi luck ppl .

I LOVE CHOCOLATE + CORNFLAKE !

off to do proposal
CYA TML !xD