thank you for breathing.

❝ Pause

( posted on Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 9:13 pm )

i may not b bloggin for a few days ,

cause my god-grandma just passed away ,

so i may b busy these few days .

i may nt b gng for guitar on monday too .
sorry .

i didnt want this either .

❝ Twilight

( posted on @ 12:41 am )

jus watched twilight the movie ,
on the internet .
was disappointed .
they cut off many parts .
so i dun tink i'll b watchin when it comes to singapore .
quite ....waste money ..?
its kinda worse den HSM3 .....

❝ Guides Farewell 2008

( posted on Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 9:19 pm )

im lazy to upload the photos ,
so mayb tml =]

25th.Nov.08
shall skip morning part ...
cause i forgot wd happened -.- .
then met rachael at pnt at 1+ ,
ate lunch ,bus-ed to tampines interchng .
wanted to go find deannz mummy ,
bt she nv go work ,so walked around ,went arcade to play xDDD .

when we saw felly ,then i rmb-ed tt i forgot
to bring the gifts tt i wanna giv qi yin n sin yee .
so went back to hougang -.- .
den i rmbed my hse keys r inside the plastic bag
which i asked felly to help mi bring to chalet 1st T.T .
so went ah ma hse to tak keys 1st ,den went my hse ,
cab-ed to chalet .
everyone was rushing lik xiao ,
cause we didnt prepare well for the gifts for seniors .

bout 5.30+ ,taught them the cheer for welcomin the sec4s ,
actuali its jus welcome song n bilibanjah ....
so ya ....

den bout 6+ .
jia ying ,syhaidah n li qin came ,
sat outside the chalet n crapped with them .
cause they cnt go in yt .
den sin yee n qi yin came ,
let them in ,did the cheer ,ate dinner .
eat pizza halfway ,xin yi n venus came ,
did cheer again ,pinched them xDDDDDDD .
they r easy to bully ,esp xin yi xDDDDDDDDDDDDDD .
den yan lin n yun wen came ,
after dinner ,played musical chair ,hunted rm etc .

the hunted rm nt scary de -.- .
cause the windows nt covered ,
so moonlights can come in .
which means we can see .
i can even recognise who luh -.- .
bt it was nt bad luh =] ,
improve jiu can le .=]

bt the make up ,
dun use flour ,
it'll get stuck in ur pores n u'll get black heads -.- .
can borrow make up frm guitar de mahh .
jus tt nid rental fee lahh xDDDD

after tt is the tribute to sec4s ,
teared a little .
wd happend after tt made everyone cried ,
wont tel until nxt wed =] .
bt it was heartaching .

BUT ,at least this time not i strted crying 1st XDDDDD
IT'S FELLY !!!!!XDDDDDDDDD
after tt cut cake ,
take photos ,giv presents ,many went home .
most tt stayed were sec3s .
helped to clear up a bit .

26th.Nov.08

had briefing ,went up at 2+ .
i wanted to sleep ,bt cnt .
so sat on the bed n read breaking dawn with wan ting .
she's reading eclipse .
den i read halfway ,felt sleepy ,went to sleep at bout 3+ .
was waken up by 7.8 earthquake at 4.38 T.T .
cause qiuyi ,rachael ,felly ,wenda ,velda ,wan ting delwyn n hai en
jumped on the bed T.T .
woke up ,gossiped !!!!xDDDDD
cnt sae gossip lah ,is TK .

ok ,sounds the same .
den bout 5+ ,hungry .
so went dwnstair to eat maggie .
went back up at 6+ ,slept .
i was damn cold .
cos i no blanket .
woke up at 7+ .
cause some ppl went to on the lights .(rolls eyes)
stupid xia ,cnt see ppl sleeping meh ?
den washed up ,went dwn stairs ,ate an apple .

waited for mdm tan to check out ,
cabb-ed back to skul ,went guitar rm .
slacked until 12+ ,
went pnt find mdm tan ,bought teenage ,went back skul .
settled the outing stuff ,went outside to meet dear =]
went home at 3+ .
off to lala land at 4+ .

Today
mummy woke mi up at 7.15 .
i was late ,again -.-
reached HQ at 9.15+++(late by 1/2 hrs) .
bt im nt the last ,
I WANT TO SLEEP !!!!!!!
went to meet the phillipine n malaysia(i tink) guides .
played the squrriel game ,went on bus ,read breaking dawn .

reached sci centre ,its been lik ...5 yr since i went ther ???
since pri 5 or 6 ...
went in ,gt a lecture on wild ocean ,den went omni theatre to watch
the show bout wild ocean .
im nt gng to eat sardines anymore .

den went lunch ,bus-ed to qian hu .
went the fish spa again ,
many ppl were screamin ,as expected .
stay ther until bout 4+ ,
bus-ed to potong pasir for archery .

it was quite fun =] .
cause gt many new jokes of the day XDDDDDDDD
mostly frm wan lin xDDD
HAHAHAHA !!!!
jing jing de siong xDDDDDDDDD
den went back to HQ at 7+ .

it was freakingly late ,so called daddy to pick mi up .
home-d ,bathed ,comm-ed .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoZIF59Qsiw
go see this video ,
quite interseting ,
it saes bout singaporean =] .

Im soooooooooo tired !
tml still nid to wake up at 9 T.T .
cause mum wanna go eat KFC breakfast -.- .

Ghim choon ,THANKS A LOT !xDDDDDDDD

Off to blog surf ,
Byes !xD

you're not evne in our skul yt ,
u still dare to boss us around ?
pls la ,u onli hw old ?
11 ?12 ?
u tink ur sis in GG v big ?
even if she is ,u oso hav no rights to boss us around luh .
u're nt even a qualified guide ,
u dun even hav the uniform ,
stil dare to ask us move chair ,ask rachael shut up ,
fcuk u luh .
nxt yr u sae wanna come hougang rite ?
wanna join guides rite ?

we'll see bout tt .

Dont comment bout this ,
cause its guides internal stuff ,
thank you .

❝ Aquarius

( posted on Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 3:35 pm )

gt this frm www.mydearvalentine.com

Aquarius is the eleventh sign of zodiac. They are usually shy and lively. Aquarius natives are quite systematic and organized. Aquarius natives have a little dry sense of humor, but they are quite funny. Aquarius loves to meditate while sitting lonely. Ego is one of the major drawbacks of Aquarius.

Major positive features of Aquarius are playful, frank, broad minded, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant and friendly.

Major negative features of Aquarius are being erratic, selfish, mean, fickle and cold.

Aquarius simply hates possessiveness, ego, ridiculed, inequality, jealousy, non-judgmental and violence.

Aquarius Male

Aquarian males are great friends. They have the caliber to make friends even out of enemies.

Aquarian males never disclose their hidden feelings.

Aquarius males have high ambitions and are quite idealistic.

Aquarius males are one of the most gentle of all the zodiac signs.

Aquarius males often wed late in their life.

Children hold a special place in the heart of Aquarius males.

Aquarius Females

Aquarius females are considered as one of the most faithful of all other zodiac signs.

Aquarius females are one of the best partners, as they are loyal and faithful.

Aquarius female is quite romantic by heart.

Money is the secondary factor for Aquarius females.

Aquarius females never suspect their partner. This quality makes them one of the most admired souls on earth.

Aquarius females hate jealous and narrow-minded people.

Aquarius females are not over protective about their kids.

Love Life of Aquarius

Aquarius looks out for intelligent spouse.

Aquarius natives hate dominating their spouses.

Romantic lives of Aquarius natives start a little late. They keep their partners running around them.

If your partner is not loyal then you will leave him/her without thinking twice.

Aquarius natives have high concentration and understanding.

Physical Appearance

Aquarius natives are usually tall and have well-proportioned body.

Face of Aquarius natives is usually oval with a fair complexion and charming personality.

Aquarius usually has brown hair.

Aquarius natives often face problem related to teeth.

On the calf muscle, Aquarius usually has a mole or scar.

Given below are a few significant lucky charms of Aquarius

Lucky Number: 3, 9, 2 and 7

Lucky Color: Yellow, Red and White

Lucky Flower: Orchid

Lucky Day: Wednesday

Lucky Gemstones: Ruby and Diamond

Lucky Metal: Aluminum

I'll blog bout chalet tml =]
im v tired today Z.Z
Byes !

❝ Chalet Tomorrow !

( posted on Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 9:17 pm )

jong chi & wenjie's art xD

I didnt write this xDDDD

guides' chalet tml ,
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!
finally can go play le !
bt comfirn will cry alot ,
cause is sec4s de farewell chalet ='[ .

woke up at 8+ today ,
late -.- .
so flew dwn to skul ,
but im still earlier than mdm tan xD .
crapped with rachael n huisi ,
mdm tan came ,went guitar lesson .
notes readin again today ,
quite bored .
after tt went pnt to eat with edna ,wan er n wen jie .
planned guitar outing ,went back to skul to discuss with mdm tan .
everything settled ,home-d .
went ah ma hse ,home-d again ,did maths ,com-ed .

off to breaking dawn ,
Byes !

❝ Sunday

( posted on Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 10:43 pm )

mornin woke up at 8 ...?
was still tired ,
so slept till 9+ .
washed up ,ate ,t.v-ed .
NP's breaking camp today xDDDDDDDD .
i've been bored for a week ,
hahas .
then went AMK to meet mummy for lunch ,
went tuition .

i still dun get wd the bangalah cher saes -.- ,
cause of his bangalah-ish accent .

oh well ,at least i noe wd im learning xD
home-d after tuition ,ate choco ice-cream !
(although im nt suppose to eat cold stuff nw =XXXXXX )
its very nice =]
bathe-d ,dinner-ed ,watched the channel 8 show ,
they're celebrating birthday for channel 8 -.- .
the show's very funny though xDDDD
then dear woke up n smsed mi =]

havin headache nw T.T .
these 2 nights has been lik tt ,
wonder if its cause i didnt dry my hair properly after bathe .

Off too breaking dawn xD ,
Byes !

I miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
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i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
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i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,
i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,i miss you ,

Alot ='[

❝ Empty

( posted on Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 8:07 pm )

Alvin ,dun sae i bad la ,ur photos of the fondue xDDD

mornin woke up at 9+ .
saw alvin's msg ,
he's finally back xDD
den washed up ,ate ,msged ,
finished eclipse ,strted breaking dawn .
i realised tt guys shldnt read eclipse ,
seriously ....
read until lunch time ,
ate ,watched t.v .
i was slackin the whole day ,
nt cause im tired ,
its cause of some reason ,
girls reason .
then went kovan with mummy ,
went new york new york ,
ate the fondue ther .
nt bad ,bt swensen's is better =]
home-d ,comm-ed ,reopened this blog =]
but ,if anything still happens ,i'll still lock it up =] .

Off to breaking dawn xD
Byes !

Please don't ever worry me again ,will you ?

❝ Twilight The Movie

( posted on Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 8:38 pm )

OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !OMG !

Cont frm ytd
went band's concert with wenjie ,pung yee n ghim .
many many funny thing happened .
we even heard somebody shoutin pung yee n ghim's name during the concert .
damn funny .
then during the concert ,
cause all around us were adults ,
so we shout lik other ppl -.-|||
i WAS BEARING WITH IT .T.T
in the end cant stand it ,
shouted .
haha .
den went dwn to look for zora ,
cheryl n was very high -.-|||
for no reason ,
took photos ,
home-d .
slept at 12+ .

Today
woke up at 5+ T.T .
cause today sis gn HK ,
n her plane is at 7 .

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washed up etc ,
went T1 ,
slept all the way ther ,
reached ,found her band frens .
all i can sae ,
messy -.-|||
very very messy .
den ate at BK ,
n tt was my breakfast .
sent her off ,went back home .
changed ,met zora at pnt ,lunch-ed ,
went skul find ms lim ,
did chem .

Zora !!!!IT's Not FUNNY !!!!! -.-

& ,after many attempts ,
mdm tan finally knew dear's name -,-
she's been asking mi ,
i dun wana sae ,
in the end she go ask ghim hong(ghim's bro) -.-
its lik .LOL ????????
noe le she oso wont do anything ,
haha xDDDD
den rushed home ,bathed .
went tuition .
i took 147 T.T .
went all the way to potong pasir xia !!!!!
& it was alrdy 5.48 (my tuition is 6)
called mummy ,took 133 ,tear-ed .
reached AMK a 6.30 T.T .
luckily onli gt another person .
n the cher didnt reali sae much .
so cont-ed .
after tt home-d ,dinner ,com-ed xD

I Feel A Sudden Emptiness In My Heart

Take cares for those in camp !Cx
Esp you ,you ,you ,you !

❝ ♥200508

( posted on Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 4:21 pm )

currently at grandma's hse ,
using cousin's com to update .

later gng band's concert ,
wasnt realui enthu bout it .

no reason .

talk more tonight .

Joanne Tan !WAKE UP !!!!

Happy 6th Month ,Dear ♥

❝ Mood-less

( posted on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 9:21 pm )

nice name xD .

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went guitar today ,
learnt hw to read abit of notes .
after tt went lunch ,
went back skul to help mdm tan move things to guides rm .
stayed in skul to wait for dear ,
home-d after rain .
ate dinner at grandma hse ,went home ,did eng ,com-ed .

Byes .

When he told you that i need you ,
You said that you can be replaced by the others .
I'm telling you now ,
Nobody can replace anybody ,
because everyone is different .

❝ Horoscopes

( posted on Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 9:37 pm )

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want..

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often.. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

mummy sent mi this email .
its ...quite true ?

mornin woke up at 9 .
same routine -.-|||
so i wont sae .

mummy finally allowed mi to go for SYF nxt yr ,
condition was to get gd grades ,of cos .
so nxt yr hav to chiong alot le ,

Great .

Off to eclipse ,
Byes !

I miss you ,too ♥

❝ Take Cares ,Alvin !xD

( posted on Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 9:47 pm )

its a wall ,nice ehs ?

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shall not talk bout wd time i sleep last nite ,
cos somebody's gona get furious .
mornin woke up at 5+ .
smsed alvin ,he's alrdy at airport ,expected .

Take cre of yourself hor !don't forget my presents !CCCCCCCCCCCCx

then washed up ,changed ,went skul .
was ~~quite~~ freaking-ly tired -.-
met guitar ppl in canteen ,
it feels odd wearing skul uniform ,
cause too long nv wear liao ,
n i feel tt my skirt grew -.-

was hungry cause chiong-ed dwn ,
so didnt eat breakfast ,
in the end found out tt mummy put a hotdog bun in my bag .
so ,ate it !xDDD
den mdm tan came ,ON TIME !!!!
3 CHEERS !!!!!xPPPPPPP
bt the bus was late -.-
so we still went ther late ,
LOL .
i was alrdy halfdead when we reached .
cos im reali tired .

went in ,almost fell asleep z.z .
edna woke mi up ,
then a few breaks ,lunch ,sleeping time .
after a short nap ,read eclipse .
reason for mi nt doing anything (i was nt the onli one though)
was cos :-

1)It's seriously boring
2)all things they teach r in notes(beansprouts) ,
so i dunno a single thing bout it ,
therefore dunno hw to play )
3)i was reali tired .
Cause i onli slept for 2 1/2 hrs

den at bout 4.30+ ,
we went back skul ,
mdm tan called the bus early ,i tink .
everyone was sooooo happy ,
haha .
went back skul ,kept our guitars ,packed the rm .
went pnt eat dinner with wan er ,huisi ,
joel ,jong chi ,edna n jolene .
crapped ,ate ,walked home alone .

its been a long time since i walked alone ,
the way home feels so .....long .
every step i took was heavy ,
maybe cause i was tired .

did chem tuition HW ,
i hate it ,cos some of the equations cnt equate -.- .
then com-ed .

i really nid my bed now ,
see ya tml !
Byes ~!xD

2 Days ♥

❝ Quiz

( posted on Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 9:00 pm )

Was being tagged by Qiuyi to do the quiz.
-.-

People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they are tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.
The eight will be
Pungyee ,Ghimchoon ,Geraldine ,Rachael ,Huisi ,Alvin ,
Wan lin ,Kokwee .

1.What have you been doing recently?
Twilight ,New moon ,maths ,com

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
rarely .onli during tuition .

3. What happened at 10 am today?
hmmmm .i was ..smsing ?

4. When did you last cry?
Can i dun sae ?
Last night ,cause i missed him .

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yes.

6. What do you want in your life now?
Everything i wished for .

7. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Hmmm .no ?

8. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
nope .

9.What was the last movie you caught?
HSM 3

10. Does the person know that you like him/her?
LOL .yes .

11. Who always make you laugh?
Hmmmmm .Deannz ,Alvin ,Rachael ,Dear ,Ghim .....
& many many more xD

12. Do you speak other language?
Alien language ???xDDD

13. Favorite Website?
my blog !xD

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
gng for some guitar seminar thingy .

15. What do you think you are like?
human ???

16. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody ,i prefer to die alone den drag others dwn .

17. Where have you been today?
AMK ,tuitin ,home

18. What games do you play often?
.....it's been long since i played games .

19. Who are you missing right now?
Everyone i loved .='[

20. If you had to choose between a friend and a love, who will you choose?
neither ,i'll just leave .

21. What are you doing right now?
Doing quiz , smsing alvin n dear .

22. Which primary school are you from?
Xinmin Primary !

23. Name 3 colour that you like?
Purple ,Black ,White .

24. What emotion do you like to show?
Happy ones .unless i cnt hide the sad ones .

25. What is your life to you?
live ,eat ,work ,die .

26. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
Solve it ,DUH .

27. Who did you last chat in msn today ?
Hmmmmm ...pungyee ?or zora ?

28. Who did you admire the most?
XIAO ZHU !

29. Which month are you born in?
january

30. How are you feeling right now?
mood-less

31. What is the time now?
9.11p.m -.-

32. What kind of person do you think was the one who last tagged you?
A Retard .

33. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
Purple !xDor redish-brown .

34. Why are you doing this test?
cause a retard asked mi to .

35. What do you do when you' re moody?
emo ,cry .

36. At which age do you wish to get married?
20+

37. Who is more important to you?
those i love

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
disappear ,i dont wan ppl to see mi die .

39. Who is the person you trust most?
Family & frens .

40. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow before rain?
Yes .saw quite a few .

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
leave this world

42. What is your goal for this year?
chiong Os .

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
kinda ...?

44. What feeling do you love the most?
Happy xD

45. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
yes =]

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
angry .i hate to lose my temper .

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
ok lar ,nt too many at a times though .

48. Do you believe in god?
ummm .nt reali .

49. Who care for you the most?
Family & Loved ones :D

50. What do you tink is the most important thing in your life?
Family & those i care for .

51. What will you bring when you fight?
ummmm .nth ..?i fight with my mouth .

52. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
loads .

53. What would you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
emo .

54. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Cry ,Break up ,isolate myself .

55. How you feel now?
Mood-less.

❝ Twilight ,New Moon ,Eclipse ,Breaking Dawn

( posted on @ 8:37 pm )

Nice ?

QIUYI ::tts wd i heard too
HUISI ::LOL !tt time we go mr ong's hse u oso scared mi -.-
hahas .we're quits nw xDD
GERALDINE ::-.- LOL .u can borrow frm mi =]i gt all 4 bks le =]
QIUYI ::u n ghim always ask mi do de leh -.-

I GOT ALL 4 BOOKS LE !

YAY !!!!xDDDDDDDDD
cause i finished New Moon liao .
so went to buy Eclipse & Breaking Dawn just now
so tt at least this wk no wont b tt bored ,
though i noe i still will -.-

went tuition jus nw .

Sucks .

1)the cher's a bangalah ,
i dun get a single shit he's talking bout ,
cos of the accent .
& he often asks questions that we dunno hw to ans .

2)the class has onli 3 students(including mi )
so u can imagine hw quiet it is .
n the other 2 ,r girls n they are frens -.-
so ...im left out .

3)the room is freaking small ,
the air con is freakingly strong ,
im freakingly cold .
i was cold until my hands went white ,
and i mean ,white .

BRRRRRRR .

i just hope that maths n eng class wld b beta .
at least a bit more ppl wld help .
cos it feels strange to hav less than 5 ppl in a tuition -.-

& its the 1st time i go into such a small class .

i miss camps ,last yr this time .
i was still chiong-ing around for camps etc .
i miss all the bonding we hav frm camps ,
i miss all the sharing sessions(OIC) ,
i miss all the fun & laughter ,
i miss all the sec4s' scoldings(mayb nt tt much) ,
i miss sleeping late at nite in tents ,
i miss sancutary duties ,
i miss singing cheers to get out flags back ,
i miss havin to wash up the canteen ,campfire pit etc ,
i miss havin to rush to the toilet cause we onli had 1/2 hrs ,
i miss scoldin ppl in camps (when they do things wrongly) .

its been so empty ,
holidays without camps ,
so xian ='[ .

I want CAMP !

anyone wans to join mi ?
im bored ther -.-

Off to Eclipse xD
Byes !

1 Day

❝ Quizzz ,another one -.-

( posted on Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 10:59 pm )

1)Who tagged you?
-Ghimchoon
-Geraldine
-Qiuyi
-Huisi
-Deannz
-Pungyee

2)Your relationship with him/her/them?
Ghimchoon - Gor
Geraldine - cousin dar dar xDDD
Qiuyi - Da sao xDDD
Huisi - sister
Deannz - mummy
Pung Yee - tao ehs

3)Your 5 impressions of them.
Ghimchoon :listens alot ,talks alot ,craps alot ,
often nags & a little abit helpful xP
Geraldine :hyper-active ,gd listener ,gd advisor ,gd jie jie ,BBF xD
Qiuyi :retard-ed ,wols ,quite emo sometimes ,hyper-active too ,BBF
Huisi :Camwore-er ,hyperactive ,super loves guitar ,super loves ***** ,super loves mi xD
Deannz :gd listener ,gd advisor ,nv fails to make mi laugh ,quite emo ,best mummy ever =]
Pungyee - gd listener ,act CPK ,gd advisor ,can b future poet ,loves wenjie =]

4)The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
Ghimchoon - none
Geraldine - she's always maks mi feel special =]
Qiuyi - advises =]
Huisi - always ther when i need her =]
Deannz - tickle mi last yr in guitar chalet -.- ,nw tts memorable
Pungyee - gave mi advise last nite on msn .

5)The most memorable thing they had said to you?
Ghimchoon :cherish what you have
Geraldine :I LOVE YOU DARLING !:}(smth lik tt)
Qiuyi :communication is the key(& she draws the key out -.-)
Huisi :OMG I HATE YOU, anw. take care during your trip. (i dunno y she said tt)
Deannz :for u..i will smile alright?? (cos she nv fails to smile)
Pungyee :I'll dream this away ,
And come back another day,
When I'm less afraid of it all .
(thanks prof x]!)

6)If they become your lover , you will?
onli the girls xDDDDDDDDD

7)If he/she becomes your lover , thing he/she has to improve on will be?
none ?cos nobody's perfect =]

8)If they become your enemy , you will?
never
9)(repeat question)
-.-#####

10)What is it you want to tell them?
I LOVE YOU ALL !(for boys ,as a fren =])

11)Your overall impression of them is?
all r gd listeners =]my best frens =]

12)How do you think people around you will feel about you?
...ask them ?

13)The characters you love of yourself are?
hmmmmmmm .i smile often ?

14)On the contrary , the characters you hate yourself are?
bad temper-ed

15)The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself xD

16)For people that care and like you. Say something to them.
thx for being ther for mi =]

17)Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1)Alvin
2)Wenjie
3)Huisi
4)Guan liang
5)Wan Lin
6)Karen Wam
7)Kokwee
8)Geraldine
9)Rachael
10)Andrina

18)Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
KW =]

19)Is no.9 a male of female?
Female ...or male ?

20)If no.7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing?
No .

21)What is no.2 studying about?
LOL ?Maple ?

22)when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Hmmm .phone is ....a mth ago ?

23)What kind of music band does no.8 like?
hmmmmm .mostly rock ?

24)Does no.1 have any siblings?
1 elder brother and 1 younger sister.

25)Will you woo no.3?
If jouis allows xD

26)How about 7?
no -.-

27)Is no.4 single?
Nope xD

28)What is the surname of no.5?
Cheng

29)What is the hobby of no.10?
hmmmmm ....

30)Where is no.2 studying at?
hougang sec =]

31)Talk about something for no.1.
He's CUTE !

32)Have you developing feelings for no.8?
oh yes =]

33)Where does no.9 live?
Hougang

34).What colour does no.4 like?
Orange =]

35)Are no.1 and 5 best friends?
hmmmmm .jus frens ?

36)Does no.1 have any pets?
nope

37)Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
OMFG !

38)What is no.10 doing now?
go call n ask her =]

❝ River Flows In You

( posted on @ 7:38 pm )

this was sent by amanda ,
this is the song(i tink) tt edward composed ,
he sang this to bella as lullaby =]

so sweet ,
so nice x]]]]] .

woke up in the morning ,
found new moon on my bed .
i read to sleep last nite -.-|||
luckily it didnt fold .
then washed up ,ate ,mummy came in n
sae wanna help mi pack my rm -.-|||
so pack pack pack ,until 11+ .
bathed ,new moon-ed ,
then dear called n ask mi go skul find him .
so went ther ,
felt a bit odd though .
cos im the onli nt NP ther ...
bt luckily amanda n cherlene was ther .=]
gt ppl pei mi talk ,
then read new moon when they go up for 1st aid course .
i onli hav lik ,1/4 of the bk left .

i nid to go buy eclipse n breaking dawn soon ,
to keep my comin wk nt-so-bored .
cause i wont hav ppl to sms crap the whole wk .

then went lunch ,
back to skul ,more new moon .
until they ended ,went to see them practise smth
for their campfire .
its so nice !xDDD
dear went home after a while .

& alvin ,nxt time dun so tt can ?
u reali wanna see mi cry ar ?

homed at 5+ .
ghim n alvin crapped at my corridor -.-|||
until 6+ ZzZZzzZzzz .

&& ,im missing you alrdy ='[

xian ,tml strt tuition liao -.-||||
3hrs straight T.T .
cnt on phone somemore .
ZZZZZZzzzzzZzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZ

off for dinner =]
Byes !

I'm a PS doing a PL's job ...

❝ Should I ?

( posted on Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 11:20 pm )

Should i 'unlock' this blog ????

comments needed .

❝ Bore-ed

( posted on @ 10:27 pm )

i was freakin-ly bored this afternoon ,
n freakin-ly moody ,
although i was readin new moon the whole afternoon -.-

it all ur fault x}}}

as usual ,went grandma's ,
new moon-ed frm 1+ till 5+ gng 6 ,
im obssesed with it ,
mummy was lik ,'u read the whole day not sian ar ?'

Of course not luh !
it's nice =]]]

sis's comin back frm camp tml ,

Great -.-
my peace-full days are gone -.-

RAHHHHHH ~!
i don't wanna stay at home T.T ,
im lik facin maths ,eng ,physics EVERYDAY T.T .

can anyone save mi ????

Guess not -.-\

ok ,i've been crappin .

Off to new moon =]
Byes

so ,i guess we wont be as close as we used to be
& im the one to blame .

It's Just So Painful Not To See You ,
For Even A Second .

Stay Close ,Don't Go .

I want to be feeling-less ,
at least there's no pain ,no sad ,no tears .

I'm sorry ,although it doesnt help .

❝ QUIZZZZZ

( posted on @ 9:39 pm )

Thanks arh ,ghimchoon -.-

Name 20 People: (No specific order)
1)Guanliang
2)Wenjie
3)Qiuyi
4)Alvin
5)Ghimchoon
6)Wan ting
7)Cheryl
8)Hui Si
9)Jouis
10)Rachael
11)Andrina
12)Jeslyn
13)Zora
14)Joel yip
15)Jong Chi
16)Leon
17)Wenda
18)Deannz
19)Karen Wam
20)Kok wee

1) How did you meet 14?Joel Yip
by guitar ...?he's my son xDDD
2) What would you do if you never meet 1? Guan Liang
zZzzZZZ ...must i say ?
3) What if 9 and 20 date each other?Jouis & Kok wee
ermmmmmm .i tink i'll faint ,n im nt the onli one .
4) Will 6 and 17 date? Wan Ting & Wenda
ZzZZzz 0.0 ...
5) Describe 3. Qiuyi
A retard xDDDD
6) Is 8 attractive? Huisi
Duh ...xDDD
7) Describe 7.Cheryl
She's very noisy -.-
8) Do you know any of 12's family members?Jeslyn
Ummmmmm .no ...?
9) What if 18 confesses to you and say he/she likes you?Deannz
I'll tell her i love her too xDDD
10) what language does 15 speak? Jong Chi
hmmmmmmm ...shortie language ???xPPP
11) who is 9 going out with? Jouis
I guess everyone noes ...right ?
12) how old is 16?Leon
15 ...i guess
13) when did you last speak to 13? Zora
ummm .ytd ...?
14)Who is 2's favourite singer?Wenjie
Jonas brothers ...?
15) will you ever date with 4? Alvin
-.- ...he's my son
16) will you ever date with 1 ? Guan Liang
**whistles**
17) is 19 single? Karen Wam
no ... xDDD
18) what is 10's last name? Rachael
Teo .NOT tan
19) school of 3?Qiuyi
Hougang xD
20) where does 6 lives? Wan Ting
Serangoon
21) what is your favourite thing of 5? Ghimchoon
he listens =]
22) have you seen 11 naked?Andrina
-.- no .
Choose 5 People to do this quiz
1)Wenjie
2)Guan liang
3)Huisi
4)Rachael
5)Wan er

❝ New Moon !

( posted on Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 10:42 pm )

I GOT NEW MOON !!!!
YAY !!!xDDD

as predicted ,its soooooooo nice xDDD
i read until chap 3 n cried ,
cause edward(the male lead) is leaving bella(female lead) .
so heartaching sia ,after all tt they've gone through ='[

woke up at 8 today ,
thanks to my sis who came in n take my DS -.-####
then washed up ,changed ,bus-ed to skul ,met dear =]

& i missed him so much

walked to skul ,wenda's phone called mi ,
but ghim answered ,cause she's using wenda's phone -.-

lame luhh .

den went up to look for them ,
after tt walked around the skul ,
went back guides rm .
saw some cup noodles ,ate ,cause i didnt eat breakfast .
then ms toh came ,meeting ,den wan lin came ,
went to teach them hw to tie rope ladder .
ghim ar ,go brush up ur knots & lashes luhh xDDDD .
then yan wi came n told mi n qy kovan no more new moon le ,
so nid to go mall ,so we changed to go mall .

& that's when all the sad stuff starts .

went mall eat mac ,den go see popular ,dun hav ='[
chiong-ed dwn to amk ,
& finally found it !!!!xDDDD
bought both Twilight & New Moon ,
for ghim's info ,it's not abalone -.-

home-d ,read-ed ,ate dinner ,home-d .

its all my fault ...

Byes !
off to New moon =]

❝ Tomorrow !!!xD

( posted on Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 10:31 pm )

he's clever ehs ?know hw to sleep on pillow xDDD

11 tickets 0.0

Pung Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Nice ehs ?spent 30 min to edit this T.T

I'm finally not-so-lazy to upload pics liao xDDD .
Huisi ,gt pics le !!!!
hahs .

I FINISHED TWILIGHT LE !!!!
but i feel lik readin it again ,
it's so nice luh !
now im cravin for new moon .
LOL !
i find the names all very interesting ::
Twilight ,New Moon ,Eclipse ,Breaking Dawn ...
all gt link de .
haha .

same routine today ,
jus tt ...
oh well ,nvm =]
say le later gt ppl will nag xDDD .

tml gng skul for guides stuff ,
gt overseas guides comin ,
den mi ,brenna ,felly n isabel become I/C .

just hope tt i wont ruin the whole thing =XXXX .
its been a longggggggggggg time since i become I/C liao .

LOL .

Off to re-read twilight xDDD

Byes !xD

8 Days ,
And It's Going To End Tomorrow x]

❝ Twilight xD

( posted on Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 10:21 pm )

I LOVEEEEEEEEE twilight xDDD .
i read until chap 11 13 liao .
haha !xDDD

my mum was askin .'u gt read bks de ar ?'
zzZZzZZzzZZzzz .

i've been wakin up at 9+ these days ...
hmmmmmmmm ,gd sign ???
haha .
same routine today ,
so wont sae much

I Can't Wait For Thurs !!!!

cause can finally go skul/out le .
im gona bored to death soon T.T .
trust mi ,i've spammed a few ppl with boredom xDDD

I Miss You x/3

Tts all !
Byes ~!!!!

Deannz mummy ,cheer up !xD
you'll get over soon =]
I want my mummy to smile =]

Byes !

1 Week

❝ Lifeless

( posted on Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 9:23 pm )

Huisi ,dont complain gt no pics la .
nw holiday ,go wher tak pics ???
we didnt camwhore the last time we met mahh .

mornin ,kena woken up by thunder ,again -.- .

Hate it .

then washed up ,ate ,t.v-ed ,twilighted .
watched the rain as it was stoppin .
love the sky xD .
bt forgot to tak pic -.-|||
ya da ya da ,went ah ma hse .
wont talk bout wd happen ,
onli will qi si wo ....
did maths ,read twlight ,watched yu le ,
dinner-ed ,homed .

I WANT TO GO SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for anything oso can ,
guitar ,guides ,class or wd so eva !!!

i dun wanna stay at home T.T

sigh .
im strtin tuition frm sunday onwards .
peps ,take note of these times .

Sunday 3 to 6p.m
Tuesday 7.30 to 9p.m
Friday 6 to 7.30p.m .

DON'T sms or call me during these times ,
cause i'll have my phone off-ed .

parent's rule -.-|||
if nt nxt yr ,no SYF .
UH !

oh god ,
please please let me find it .
i swear i won't misplace it anymore ='[

Byes !

6 Days

❝ Twilight .

( posted on Sunday, November 09, 2008 @ 6:59 pm )

Cont frm ytd =]]

went to watch HSM3 with mummy n sis .
LOVED IT !xDDDD
& oso strted readin twilight ,
borrowed frm amanda .
was quite interested cause gt
vampire & its somehw a love story =]
went home after the movie ,
bathed ,smsed ,watched t.v ,fell asleep at 1+ .
then was woken up by thunder at 3.36a.m T.T .
i still rmb the time ,
scary luhh .
covered my ears ,slept again .

woke up at 9+ today .
washed up ,ate ,changed ,mall-ed ,walked around mall ,
ate lunch ,home-d .
t.v-ed ,bathed n here i am xDDD

&&& ,Twilight's Nice xD

Byes !xD

5 Days

❝ QIUYI !

( posted on Saturday, November 08, 2008 @ 3:05 pm )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !QIUYI !!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ~!!!KAREN MAW !!!!!!!

ytd had a celebration for qiuyi's birthday .
met wan ting in skul ,
cause i went to do NYAA stuff ,
den bus-ed to hougang mrt ,
met zora ,cher ,mark n ghim .
waited for alvin o b on train den train-ed to PS .
met pungyee at mac ,wenjie dragged qiuyi to walk around .
cause we wanna surprised her with the cake xDDD .
den they came ,blew cake ,went movies .
watched 007 .
i didnt noe wd the whole show was bout .
cause half of the time i was havin war with alvin -.-
stupid alvin ...
zora went away halfway cause she gt band -.-
finished the show ,went bowlin ....

then went qiuyi's hse .
as we all wanted ,she was thrown into the pool .
bt then i was also dragged in -.-
in the end everyone was in .
LOL !
n i kept being pushed dwn for no reason -.-
they shld push qiuyi instead of mi la .
RAH !
den went up to her hse ,
for no reason ,my ears hurts .
they sae its cause of the pressure .
bt if it is ,den y i sit plane no feeling de ?
oh well ,rested for a while outside .
nt so pain le ,jiu go change .
after tt ,headache -.-
cause my hair's wet n i didnt dry it .
ate panadol n felt beta .
drank 2 cups of coke ....
den qiuyi's parents came back with food ,
ate abit ,
all forced by zora n alvin -.-
im full n hey keep forcin mi to eat -.-
watched shi xiong di .
funny luhhhh !
n i found out tt my tao eh (pungyee) no use de -.-
i kena bully ,he wont do anything de -.-
cause alvin keep bullyin mi ,again .

ok ,i bullied him more ,
cause i scratched him until gt small scar .
n ...his hand gt bruises ....

sorry alvin .

then cause was tired ,sat dwn n rested a while .
cut cake ,uncle drove us home ,n it was bout 10+ le .
reached home ,kena scolded ,
cause i told mummy i'll b home by 10 .
ya da ya da ,bathed ,watched august rush
while waiting for my hair to dry .
sms-ed alvin until 2+ .
slept .

4 Days

❝ 2 Days

( posted on Thursday, November 06, 2008 @ 9:26 pm )

My left shoulder still hurts -.-
eversince ytd i woke up .
RAHHHHHHHHHH !
jia lat xia ,lik tt i cnt carry hand bag -.-

mornin woke up at 9+ (finally) .
then brushed up .ate ,watched t.v ,went ah ma hse .
reached ,did maths (again) ,lunch-ed ,eng ,
cookin mama ,t.v ,dinner-ed ,home-d .
more maths ,more eng n here i am .

i told you guys i'll be a nerd soon

a bit lifeless ehs ?
cause the more lively one's tml .
cause can go out party ~!!!!xDDDD

Qiuyi ,Prepare To Get Wet .
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~!!!!!! xDDDDD

2 Days

❝ Bored T.T

( posted on Wednesday, November 05, 2008 @ 10:21 pm )

morning woke up at 8+ again T.T ,
i onli gt 7+ hrs of sleep .
ZZZzZZZzzZZzzz .

better nt complain ,
later someone's gona nag mi to sleep early again xP .

then played cooking mama ,
until 10+ -.- .
cause i play until forget time ,
so chiong-ed dwn to skul to hand in NYAA .
skipped breakfast ...
reached skul ,
sat dwn with rachael they all n
looked at her's for refrence .
after write finish ,let mama tan see .
she see this one too short ,that one not right ...
zzZZzZZzZZzZZZ .
so re-wrote everything (almost) again .
dragged until 2+ ...
wo er si le ......
den went pnt with rachael n qiuyi .
ate mac ,chionged home .
cause my mum sayin y haven go home ?
go play is it ?
dun wan go party n chalet le har ?ETC .

so ,flew home ,did eng n math assessment for 1 hr+ T.T
then watched t.v ,ate dinner ,homed ,
bathed ,did maths frm 8+ till 10 T.T

im gona strt hating maths soon -.- .

im tired .
blog more tml =]

Byes & Nights xD

1 Day

❝ Punggol End

( posted on Tuesday, November 04, 2008 @ 10:41 pm )

alvin write de -.-

meet dear =]
then ate breakfast with huisi ,
she brought her sick hamster to skul .
he's a very poor thing ,
didnt reali move =[
after breakfast ,went guitar rm to help out
for stock checkin ,
bt when we go back alrdy finish le ,
so crapped around .
then huisi's hamster stopped moving ,
ya ,it died .
everyone was ............
then mama tan helped it to mak a coffin .
then mi n zora went mall to meet alvin ,
met ,ate ,head-ed to punggol end .
sat ther ,the rain came ,mi n alvin sat in the rain .
zora covered herself with the umbrella .
until the rain end ,the we went mall to for dinner .
LJS !!!!!x333333
then bus-ed home .

Alvin ,next time don't pei mi in the rain luhh .
your hands are sooooooooo cold .
very kong bu lehh .

home-d ,bathed ,did POA ,smsed alvin ,n here i am !xD

off to bed .
seeya tml !xDD