Don't tell me this kind of thing
when you don't mean it .


I'll take it for real .

Birthday ,so ?
It's Just Another Day .


Right Alvin ?

Thank you very much for
running up & down with me yesterday .
i promise you i'll work hard
when school starts .
i won't let you worry for me again .

谢谢你 .

& I felt nothing the day before .

I Promised myself not to feel anything for you ,
Anymore .

I forgot what was it about ,
i don't remember .
I only know ,it hurts to see your (f)face again .
Damn it .

Boys treat girls like how girls play barbie doll .
The first one they bought was always the most precious .
treat them nicely ,buy nice things for them .
When got new one come out ,they take the new one ,
throw the old one aside .

HAH ,so now then you know i see friends more important than anything ?
other than my family though .
that's a bit too late eh ?
feeling odd one out ?
that was cause you never wanted to mix in .
i don't see the problem my friends of
different cliques mixing around tgt .

oh ,i'm not the one that didn't care how you feel .
you're the one that started posting everything on your blog .
if i don't care about how you feel ,
we would have ended a year ago .

& ,look ,who changed his heart first ???
a leopard never changes his spots eh ?
if you want to rebel that i did ,
then i can tell you first ,
i didn't and never did .

Get things right .
i didn't tell you to change .
i NEVER did ,i merely told you how i felt ,
that's all .i even told you not to change for me .
go check your sms records .


oh ,did i ever said that i was always right ?
you can rebut if i'm wrong in any way .
i'm open to comments ,don't put words into my mouth .
if you felt so 委屈 ,then ending it would be what you want ,
isn't it ?


As for that friend ,get things VERY right ,again .
i wasn't the one that started everything .
is one of your BROTHERS that did it .
& i did many things to help the 2 of you become friends again .
But what to do ?people still don't wanna be friends with you .


Ya i don't know you ,
maybe that was why we shouldn't have started in the first place .

Forget it ,if you want the whole world to think
that i'm the bad guy ,go on .
my conscience is clear .i did nothing wrong .
Oh ,and thanks for making me be very sure/happy/glad
about the choice of leaving you .

2009 ,
a year of happiness and unhappiness .
many things happened this year .
mostly unhappy stuffs .
so yup ,hopefully ,2010 will be better =] .
one year of losing ,it's enough le .