thank you for breathing.

❝ Why me ?

( posted on Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 9:04 pm )

Forever ,to both of you ,forever its my fault .
just because im oldest ?
because i ask more ?
when u say those things to me ,have u thot of how i feel ?
I'm 18 ,not 28 .
go see what some other 18 yr old kids are doing before u say me will u ?
im nt saying im the best ,bt hey !
why cant you jus see the other side ?
u can onli see me spending ,going out .
why cnt u see mi tryin to come home everyday for dinner instead of gng out for dinner ?
why cnt u see mi nt askin u for money for gng 2 mths ?
why cnt u see im tryin to pay my things with my savings ?
why cnt u see mi nt gng shopping lik hw other girls are ?
all u see are the bad sides ?
that makes mi bad ?big spender ?good for nth ?

YA ,thanks for judging someone u knwn for 18 yrs

❝ 5 months ...Doesn't feel like so

( posted on Saturday, May 07, 2011 @ 10:12 pm )

Happy 5th Month Dar ♥

Another hectic kitchen wk passed !
this wk was shorter ,thanks for labour day .
everyone agreed that one day lesser means ALOT LOL .
test nxt friday x..x .
ti gong bo bi x..x

well ,nth much to talk bout for this wk .

Sunday went out with dar ,advanced celebration LOL .
the silly boy planned to do things ,bt somehw failed hahahah xDDD .
bt it doesnt bother mi ,cause i had fun tt day .
& was surprised too LOL .
went MBS to walk tt day .
quite nice ,bt i tink RW/USS is nicer ?
at least looks more 'grand' .
his eyes opened when he see casino ,LOL .

Since 08.10.10 ,& counting

Monday went out with the girls .
srsly ,I MISS THEM ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
its been lik dunno hw many mths since i saw them ,ALL of them .
so ya =/ .
i love the HTHT sessions hahaha .
alot of jokes & stuffs come out .
& then i'll realise ,you can talk to them about anything under the sun .
from frens ,to R/S ,to sch .
practically anything .
Cause y ?they're my sisters ♥♥♥
meet up again soon ya darlings ?
though i dunno hw many of u will see this post LOL .

yup ,that's all for this wk i guess ?
i nid my social life =[
i miss alot of ppl now .
my girls ,alvin ,ghim choon ,amanda ...
haven seen them since dunno when =[[[[[ .
SIGH

That's all .
Byes ~

I doubt you'll see this ?
But still ,thanks my love .
though we've been through a rocky path ,but those were the past already =] .
The coming year will be tiring ,since we're in different classes =[[ .
still ,distances will pull our r/s closer =] .

I love you dar ♥♥♥