thank you for breathing.

❝ Graduating ... Moving into the real world

( posted on Thursday, March 28, 2013 @ 3:47 pm )

Yes ,no joke .I'm graduating ,in May ,from TP .
Tell me that's not fast ?
It felt like ytd when I just went TCA for DAE interview, and then POOF !
I'm graduating already .
Life's moving a little too fast ,no ?

I don't know if all graduates feel this ,but I'm scared .
Of moving into the working world .
We always watch TV and see those adult shooting here & there ,
back stabs others for promotions.
& even my mum says ,does anyone ever get worried that they might be the one to die ?
Not really mean 'DIE' luh ,just get outcast and stuff .
No ? Maybe its just me thinking too much.

Recently ,I've seen many people making plans for marriage etc .

Speaking of that ,Congrats to Yong yi & Tizane !

Coming back ,its nice to see people around you getting together ,
married, ready for a family n stuff .
But ,dont they ever worry for what happens after that ?
You know they always say ,marriage is the tomb for love .
If that's the case, then why do people still get married ?

I talked to Yong Yi ,asked him if he worries about what happens after marriage.
Like ,his wife cant get along with his parents ,not enough money to feed the family n stuff.
He told me sure will worry one .He is already worrying already ,though his wedding is next sat.
But he said ,船到桥头自然直 ,when problems happen ,there's bound to be a way to solve it.
It's just whether you know how to or not.

Then he asked me when's my turn ?
I told him not so fast ,cause both of us are not working n stuff ,need some time to save up .
He told me, no matter hw long we save, it'll never be enough .
Cause the more money u have ,the more you'll wanna make you wedding fabulous, the more u spend.
So no matter how much u save ,it'll never be enough .

Well, i find it true .
But ,maybe it's just a girl's thinking ,but who doesnt want their wedding to be fabulous ?
I'm not saying horse carriage n dress full of diamonds.
At least, a proper dinner at a hotel ? doesnt have to some 5-6 star hotel .
Yes ,it costs ,but then ,it's a once in a life time thing ,unless you plan to remarry .LOL
Who doesn't want that once in a life time to be awesome ?

Yes ,I'm just 20 and I'm thinking bout this kinda things lol .
But well ,life's moving so quickly these days ,its always the best to think before hand I guess.
At least that's what my parents & CCM taught me ,think forward .
Foresee what might happen and if its bad, prevent it.
Ah well ,that's years to come .

On the side note ,I'm moving to Sengkang west =[ (AKA fernvale)

Not a choice I wanted .but my parents prefer there, cause it's the only flat that is high.
The other choice was right beside Buangkok MRT ,but second floor .They didn't like it .
So yea =/ .Oh well ,earliest we can move in is next year .
Hopefully not regrets ...
Transport there is REALLY ma fan .
Aim to get car soon .If not ,all my salary is gng to feed SMRT/SBS already .

That's all !
Guess i'll be updating blog abit more often now ,
since this year will be quite an eventful year .

Till then ,
♥

❝ Trust

( posted on Friday, March 15, 2013 @ 12:15 am )

To me ,in a relationship ,trust is one of the most important thing ,other than communication .
Without that ,a relationship won't be good, and won't last long.
It sucks when your other part stops trusting you and starts lying to you .
Yes ,it totally sucks .

For the first time in my life, I was so pissed that I cried the soul out of me .
It was even worse than the photo incident .
I was in the 'dont-fuck-with-me' mood ,anything ,seriously anything will get the fire burning .
Hell yes I was pissed ,fucking pissed .
To the point that the end was coming .
Have you ever thought of how I would feel ?
If you're the one being treated this way , I'll see how you'd react .
I was already treating you with nicer words .
The worst hasn't come ,trust me .
My vocab isn't that bad when it comes to scolding .

I'm blogging this days after it happened ,cause I know if I did on the day itself ,
I'd use words that'll make you wanna die .
Blogging now ,i don't want you to read and continue feeling upset over it .
Things happen ,move on now .
You often say ,when either of us gets upset ,what is the other party suppose to do ?
Get upset together ?or just do his/her best to cheer each other up ?
That's up to you to chose .

Really ,these days has been hell enough for me .
I haven't felt this upset in years .
The feeling deep down inside .

& for god's sake .
Stop spying on my twitter .