thank you for breathing.

❝ TPBS Orentation .

( posted on Saturday, April 17, 2010 @ 4:08 pm )

HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!!
AMANDA DARLING !!!

Thurs .
woke up at 6 (DAMN SHAG) .-.-
washed up ,den met qy n jeremy choo at my hse dwnstairs at 7 .
bus-ed to tampines interchange ,YQ came in the middle .
den mi n YQ bought mac ,bus-ed to TP .
ate along the way .
went in ,sat in the auditorium .very cold -.- .
see my class ppl ,all very quiet .
so i nv talk for the whole 1.5 hrs .
YES !JOANNE DIDN'T TALK FOR 1.5 HRS 0.0 .
LOL .
den SL ask mi go join olympiad ,
i jio YQ & QY to join .
then on the way go dwn ,dragged Vanessa See .
LOL ,so the four of us went for olympiad ,
bt YQ was out cause too many ppl liaoo >..< ,
olympiad training until 4+ ,
went back class ,
den i realised my class on gt 7 girls ,
gt one absent .

i teach u ppl a way to make frens in a funny way =] .

go to a grp of girls/boys tt has alrdy clicked ,
den knock (lightly) into the most friendly looking one
n saw 'hi ,can we be frens ?' .
den giv a BIG SMILE .

& guess wd ?
that's how i approached the girls in my class ,
LOL ~!
cute eh xD ?
thr's 19 ppl in my class ,
so 8 girls ,11 boys -.- .

uneven ,again .
LOL !
Yong Zhi was in a diff class ,
so ,sad (AWWWWW) .

den heavy heavy rain -.- .
went home ,dinner ,zzzzzzz .

Friday
morning woke up at 6 ,AGAIN T.T .
same thing ,met jeremy at mall ,
bought mac first this time .
den mi n YQ ate on 27 ,LOL .
we were wondering if the ppl around us felt totured by the food scent xD .
reached skul ,
met the girls .
oh oh oh !i rmb their names ~!
Chew Hui ,Grace ,Syiqin Pamela xD .
den we went to met our Care Person ,
who is actuali our 'form teacher' luh .
Wan ting hates it when i talk about him .
cause he's frm USA xD (get it ?) .
LOL ,then went leture theatre to meet our course mnger .
he's ok luh ,nt reali very strict ,
n the way he speaks is very ...well ...modern xD .
after tt lunch ,den went of olympiad ,
had regatta .
business skul won the 6th time ,
AHA ~!
cause TPBS ROCKS ~!XDDDD .
after tt dinner with qiuyi ,yanqi ,wan ting ,amos n shao beng .
den wanted to tak 27 .
Ghim called mi halfway ,so bus-ed 72 with him .
he showed mi the NYAA Gold Award thing ,
considering to tak it ,since i alrdy gt Silver alrdy .
then he saes if tak tt jiu will hav 40 pnts for CCA (i tink) .
then mayb jiu no nid tak CCA liaoo .
bt i will still tak luhh ,
LOL .

MAJOR PROBLEM ~!!!!!!!
i gt skul everyday until 4-6 .
my guides hw xiaaaaa T.T .
my mum sae if guides cnt mak it ,den dun b UH T.T .
TIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~!

ok ,
Byes ~!

My school started ,
the toture had begun ,
for us .

❝ Personality Tests

( posted on Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 11:50 am )

ok ,im bored ,so i did tests

How well do you get along with others?

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

You are a sensitive person and often find yourself daydreaming about your past and future. You are quite conservative and the values that your parents and teachers instilled in you still play an important part in your decision making.

Freedom and independence are the touchstones of your character. You enjoy meeting with people. In your spare time, you like to visit different places depending on how you feel at the time. The happiest moments in your life are when you are looking at the world from a bird's eye view.

No one can take better care of you than yourself. Seeing the weakness of others will only make you feel stronger. So your ideal choice is that young trainee. He'll appreciate your protection, and you'll appreciate his appreciation.

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

You value your friendships: 75%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

you can do them at www.quizbox.com xD .

❝ Feeling Better ...Abit

( posted on @ 10:53 am )

finally feeling abit beta .
have been sleeping at least 16 hrs/day these 2 days -.- .
medication effect .
bt i still feel damn shocked ,
hw can i sleep so many hrs a day man ?

ok ,at least my fever subsided (hopefully totally) .
today suppose to hav mahjong session at Zora's hse ,
in the end mummy dun allow ,
cause i still coughing n havin sore throat -.- .
ZZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzzzZzzzZzZz .
i wan play mahjong T.T .
oh well ,guess hav to wait ....

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~!

ok ,
nth else to post .
guess the nxt post will come on sat ,
after TPBS orentation .

I feel lik dying frm the coughs -.- .
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~!

Byes ~!

❝ After camp fever -.- .

( posted on Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 9:20 pm )

The info given below is written by agar-ation .
so idunno if the order is correct ,
bt the thing gt happen jiu correct liaoo .
LOL ~!

8th.Apr

met qiuyi on bus at around 10+ ,
wasnt reali excited about camp .
cos nt much Hougang ppl gng the camp ,
meaning hav to mak new frens again .
so ,abit xian .
then went mall for brunch ,
met Amos & Shao Beng (QY's Frens) .

went for 15 mins pool (LOL !) ,
cab-ed to TP .
went into the sports hall ,
super big 0.0 .
about twice nigger then HS skul hall 0.0 .
LOL ,mi n qiuyi different grp ='[ .
she in Zadaz ,I in Scarfo .
so went to our grps ,settled dwn .
some briefing by the main com (a.k.a emcee) .
our GLs (group leaders) are super high ,
LOL ~!
as usual ,some ice braking games etc etc ,
then had dinner .

~~ok ,i forgot wd happened after dinner .~~

then had some amazing race thingy outside skul .
was running all the way -.- .
SHAG !(i HATE running ,kills my muscles)
felt lik dying ,cause its right after dinner -.- .
den supper ,debrief .

then mi n qy met to bathe ,
the toilet thr ventilation system super shag ,
before u bathe ,u go in hav sauna first ,
then u can go bathe .
super HOT .
then we went to sleep at around 1+ AM .

9th.Apr
around 5+ ,qy woke mi up .
im lik 'Z.Z ,5+ onli lehh .'
so i pointed to her my phone ,den go sleep again .
woke up at 6.30+++ .
brushed ,changed ,packed ,gathered at tracks at 7.30 .
very shag -.- .
had morning PT ,which i tink is fun .LOL .
den breakfast ,they taught us the FOC mass dance .
super fun xDDDD ,esp the spinning part xD .

hor Qiuyi ?xDDDD .

and they oso taught us the skul song ,
gt 2 ,one is sign language one ,
another one is sing one .
both very fun ,
LOL .then had lucnh .
had another amazing race outside skul again .
it is to let us familiarise with the skul's surroundings ,
LOL .
they even let us knw whr can go slack xDDDD

went back skul ,dinner ,then had jam & hop (i tink) .
i love jam & hop !
cos they'll off ALL the lights ,den play pop songs .
so i told qy its lik clubbing without air con ,
AHAHAHA ~!
EVERYONE WAS VERY VERY HIGH !
after tt mass dance ,chicky dance ,TP skul songs .
then had supper ,went to sleep at 12+ .
that night was the best ,sleep until morning den wake up .
LOL .

10th .Apr

woke up at 6+ ,
washed up ,went PT again .
bt this time is by grp .
our grp play eagle & chick ,
the GLs claim tt it's TP's game ,
LOL ~!!!!
den breakfast ,then had water acitivities ,
super duper fun !!!!!!!
i guess the water acitvities are the onli ones i love ,
cause the weather is hot ,
then we all soaked in water ,
after awhile ,rain .
even better !

after tt lunch ,then had the final clash .
its a game whr every grp has a newspaper made lollipop ,
then we had to use water bombs to smash it dwn .
the dun was up by then .
our grp died first ,LOL .
after everything ,we all gathered at sports hall again .
had photos tribute ,said thanks to the year 3s ,
then had mass dance sequence again .
took mass photo ,
met qy to go home .

wanted to cab home ,
bt then her mum insisted tt i
eat dinner with them ,then they send mi home .
so went with them .
her mum very cute xDDD .
homed ,bathed ,slept .

Today

morning woke up at 6 T.T ,
super shag -.- .
whole bodyache lik dunno wd ,
then throat super dry .
washed up ,went breakfast ,
went Da gu hse .
then i realise i gt fever -.- .
still ,went 扫墓 .
the sky is practically empty ,
no clouds at all -.- .
so its super duper hot up thr .
i felt lik dying -.- .

finished everything at 12+ ,
went home ,ate panadol ,
slept until 6+ ,felt so much better .
dinner & here i am !

ok ,im gng for the 2nd round of sleep ,
gt sudden headache -.- .

Byes ~!

❝ Freshmen Orentation Camp 10/11 ROCKS YOOO !

( posted on Saturday, April 10, 2010 @ 10:27 pm )

HELLO PEOPLES ~!
Im back frm camp ~!
Those who didnt went ,
i can onli sae ,YOUR LOSS ~!
ok ,talk more tml .
cos nid go sleep nw ,
tml nid wake up at 6 A.M T.T .

S-U-I ,S-U-I ,SUI AH SUI AH ~!
ok ,my camp highness haven gone off yt xD .

BYES ~!

SCARFO ROCKS MY WORLD YOOOOOO ~!

❝ Teary Night(s)

( posted on Wednesday, April 07, 2010 @ 11:37 am )

TP orentation camp tml ,
as usual ,the day before camp always no mood de .
LOL .
jus tt this time the feeling is more strong .

ytd stayed at home to pack camp stuff ,
very long nv go for 3D2N camps liaoo ,
suddenly feel tt gt alot of things to pack -.- .
around 2+ went green to meet babee n jun han ,
they gng lan play L4D2 ,
so i follow in lorr .
see them shoot zombies n each other ,
JOKES !
gt one part they shoot each other ,
until jun han doh ,
den when the zombies came ,
babee no bullet shoot them .
AHAHAHA ~!

then another part ,
Jun han wanted to heal babee ,
bt he keep standing thr ,
den babee tak the samuri sword slash him .
LOL .

went home at around 5+ .
dinner ,bathed ,talked on phone ,slept .
cldnt reali sleep ,cause L4D2 images keep flashing in my mind -.- .
nxt time cnt go see liaooo .
woke up at around 4+ ,
my mum off my air con -.- .
go on ,slept ,woke up at 9+ & here i am ~!

ok ,off to confirm my camp stuffs ,
Take cares people !
see u on sunday (if i can blog ,tt is )

oh oh !
Ghim choon ,i srsly cant find the post u told mi .
i onli knw tt we knew each other since apr 2007 ,
den gt closer in jan 2008 .
LOL !

Byes ~!

Sorry i broke my promise again ,
i tried controlling it ,
but it just came down ,
twice a day .

❝ Happy 1st Month

( posted on Sunday, April 04, 2010 @ 11:49 am )

Had mahjong session with ghim ,qiuyi n yanqi today .
Very fun ,cause yanqi made alot of jokes .
Then after yanqi left ,left the three of us play .
Qiuyi za hu, twice !
Consecutively somemore .
Tts all I wanna sae bout today .

Happy first month ,Babee <3 .

Babee ,I'm sorry .
It's all my fault .
I shouldn't have asked you along .
对不起 x'ccc

❝ HAH

( posted on Saturday, April 03, 2010 @ 11:17 am )

Saw these on Sabrina Heng's blog ,
find them quite amusing ,
so copied and posted here =] .

Ytd went ghim's hse play mahjong ,
we dont play money xD .
Met amanda ,qiuyi ,babee n wan lin at pnt ,
den ghim came to fetch us up to his hse .
we ate lunch while he went on busy dunno doing wd 0.0 .
after lunch ,start game at 2+ gng 3 .
ghim hong came n played ltr .
we took turns to play (yes ,we are nice people ,we tak turns xD )
den babee went to play L4D ,
so i go see .
srsly dun lik the sound the 'people' make ,
makes mi creep -.- .
i ran out occasionally ,
cause too scary for mi -.- ,
i scare i at night cant sleep .
den babee left ,den qiuyi ,den wan lin .
last game at 7 ,den went home with amanda .
boil noodles eat ,bathed ,com-ed ,slept .
cldnt reali sleep well ,
cause i close eyes ,i saw L4D T.T .
slept at around 1+ .

tml jio-ed ppl to come my hse play mahjong .
LOL ~!
i have a feeling my gambling addicts will come back again .
AHAHAHAHAHA ~!

ok ,
wdeva .
Byes ~!

❝ VIVO ~~!

( posted on Thursday, April 01, 2010 @ 10:24 am )

HELLOS ~!

Tues went guitar ,
was havin abit of camwore at the back of the IMAC rm .
Joel came late n he played L4D2 behind ,
i went to see ,find it quite disgusting -.- .
all u do is to shoot all the ppl running towards you ,
if nt they either kill u by scratching u ,
climbing onto ur shoulders ,
making u blind etc etc ...
LOL ~!
i onli find the sound effects gd nia ,
AHAHAHA ~!

Ytd went Vivo with Yanqi at 12+ ,
ate superdog for dinner .
Missed the food thr >..< .
then went to walk walk ,
walked to Pull & Bear to find Yu Fen ,
we both agree tt ah wang is still Ah wang ,
LOL .

den walked around ,
went Daiso ,the big big pet shop beside Daiso ,
den went Topshop/topman .
i miss my colleagues ~~!
bt sadly ,many left .
a few resigned ,a few transferred .
most ppl thr r new ones ,
luckily those tt i wanna see r still thr xD .
bought bracelets thr xD ,
then my topman colleague told mi tt i shldnt left ,
cause the new ones are all guys n handsome .
i look look here ,see see thr .
all okok onli ,why ?
cause all their hair n fringe long long de ,
hair long long de (typical ah beng hair) .
so i dun lik ,onli gt one tt looks above average nia .
LOL .
after tt jiu go home liaooo ~

Today went lunch with Amanda ,Ba[bee] & ghim .

KEE GHIM CHOON WAS LATE ~!

AHA ~!
bus-ed to compass ,ate ,walked ,homed .
AHAH ~!

tml gng ghim's hse play mahjong ,
hopefully will hav fun .
LOL ~!(i bet ghim will sae it will b fun ,cos he's thr -.- )

OK ~!
Byes ~!

Hope that it's just a dream .

I don't want it to come true x'c .

❝ How Have You Been ?Ah ma ...

( posted on Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 9:46 pm )

Was watching the Thong Chia charity repeat today ,
heard this song .
tt night didnt hear this cause went to bathed .
i read the lyrics ,they were wonderful .

Don't feel lik elaborating much ,
cause i dun wanna cry =] .

Byes .

7 Months & 13 Days ,
How have you been ?

I miss you alot ='[ .

❝ Sometimes ,Living in a world without feelings is better .

( posted on Saturday, March 27, 2010 @ 9:08 pm )

Damn tired now ,
why ?
cause im awake for 14 hrs today ,
why ?

morning woke up at 7 ,
den met isabel at bus stop ,
tak bus go Bishan HQ .
walk inside ,see nobody .
then Jing Fang come in tell us ,
'u all nv recieve the email ?the camp is changed to 2 day workshop .'
the both of us went '0.0 HUH ?!!?'
then she print out the email giv us see ,
strt at 1.45 .
den i went -.- **********
so the two of us went back home ,
den met at mall at 12 ,lunched ,went back HQ .
had the workshop ,quite useful i would sae ,
learnt quite a few things today ,
looking forward to the nxt one on 24th ,apr .
den went mall with bel ,
dinner ,pool ,walked home frm mall ,
bathed & here i am .

suddenly no mood ,
ahhh .

Byes .

Oh ,Thanks Isabel xD

When will it be my turn ?

Never ,why ?
cause she's younger ,
so i must always give in to her ,
even though we're the same age .
You always think of her feelings ,
then how about me ?
i'm a human too ,SISTER .

Fuck .

❝ Strange Weather

( posted on Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 1:05 pm )

morning rain until lik xiao ,
now the sun shine lik xiao -.- .
sigh ,the Earth's changing -.- !

all of a sudden ,i gt alot of Guides junior de blog link .
LOL ,y ?

cause jus nw i go see Orchid blog ,change blogskin .
den link here link thr ,tag hera tag the ,
suddenly alot le ,LOL .

Random -.- .

Ltr gng back HS return guitar ,
i'll miss ah bian ='[ ...

ok ,wdeva .
Byes ~!

I sense a Thunderstorm coming .

❝ Changes

( posted on Monday, March 22, 2010 @ 10:02 am )

Campfire night photos

sigh ,family prob -.- .
one of my cousins is turning lian ,
zzzzzzz .
main reason ?
loss of communication between her and her parents .
and also ,her mum (my aunt-in-law) is biased towards her elder bro .
i went to read her blog ,
she said that she hates her life ,
blamin my uncle for leavin the family .
it feels heartaching to see a sec2 kid posting such things .
she's onli sec 2 ,& her mum can leave her at
home alone & bring her bro to bintan .
the kind of frens she make ,i guess i dont need to sae ,
its obvious .

the difference i can see frm her 3 yrs ago n nw ,
its alot .
frm a darling ,lovable ,cheerful girl ,
to someone whom i dont tink i knw her anymore .
who to blame ?
her ?her mum ?her dad ?or blame fate ?

It's just not right .

❝

( posted on Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 8:35 pm )

I'll see how long you can hang on this time .

❝ POP' 10

( posted on @ 11:16 am )

18th.Mar

morning went end with Dar ,Amanda n Dexter .
at first it was super hot ,cos of morning sun .
then we saw dark clouds approaching ,
didnt reali care .
sat thr n bullshit alot .
i laughed alot ,wonder y tt morning so high ,LOL .
den we felt some water falling dwn ,
ran to the bus stop ,went mall ,pooled .
went for lunch ,laughed until lik dunno what again -.- .

went skul ,the girls did their stuff .
it was still raninig ,so the fire structure cnt b done .
around 5.30 den we did the structure -.- .
around 6+ ,one of the UH frm yishun town ,
i tink her name is Fang Ning ,
helped us with the fire thingy .
Thanks alot !xD

sadly ,the fire wasnt a sucess .
yes , the fire ball did went in ,nicely .
bt cause it's been raining for days ,
the fire woods are nt dry ,
then after we rearranged the structure ,
we forgot to pour kerosene ,
the fire went out soon after .
Wan Lin & Fang Ning saved it .
thank god .
then campfire ended ,packed up ,
lights out at 11.30

19th .Mar

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEANNZ MUMMY ~!!!!!!

morning woke up at 6.30 ,
saw my phone gt msg ,
was wondering hu so early send mi msg .
den saw was ms Toh ,tellin mi breakast is to b done by 7.15 .
i jumped up ,LOL ~!
gt the girls to wake up ,breakfast ,den cleared gateway
& fire pit ,changed to full u .
had games ,bt some problems happened ,stopped halfway .
then POP ,as usual ,thr were changes in patrols .
Orchids cried ,cos all the sec2s were seperated .
i see them cry ,i cry -.- .(thanks ar )
ok ,wdeva .

den had buffet lunch .
went guides rm ,
Dar played BB with ghim ,
den played truth or dare with ghim ,amanda n isabel .
It was HILARIOUS ~!!!!!xDDD
Hor Amanda ???xDDDDDDDDDDDD
homed ,bathed ,slept .

20th. Mar
woke up at 6.30+++ am T.T ,
slept for 12 hrs ,LOL ~!
raining whole day today xc .

ok ,that's all .

Byes ~!

After this campfire ,i learned one thing .
Never ever think that you're the best in something ,
why ?
cause there's always someone better out there ,
just that you have not met them .

Totally disappointed ,by myself .

❝ Imy :(

( posted on Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 9:08 pm )

Super Xian at home x.x .
Bt at least today gt rain ,so at least nt very warm .
Super Xian luhhhhhhhh ~

tml gng for guides in the morning ,
so tonight hav to sleep early again -.-
xiannnnnnnnnnnnn
hopefully everything goes well ,
cos campfire's on the 18th T.T

ok ,go watch show liaooo .
Byes ~!

I miss my boy :ccc

❝ Millenia Walk Performance

( posted on Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 10:45 pm )

JUMP ~!!!

Ellos ppl ~!

13th.Mar

morning woke up at 6 am (SHAG !)
den went skul at around 7 ,
help the girls to make up for their dance performance .
they seem quite high ,LOL .
den followed them to HQ ,
gt this very funny part .

cause the PA system gt prob ,
so they wan every skul to do their own skul cheer .
i was playing with my Itouch ,
then the girls told mi to lead H-O-U-G-A-N-G cheer ,
so i did luh .
den end le ,the other skuls did their's ,
i cont play .
then the emcee said ,'can hougang sec lead everyone to a song ?'
i immediately looked up and said 'har ?'
in the end we sung silvery moon ,
sad luh ,felly nt thr xc .
the girls did their performance before mi n isabel went off ,
yup ,they did very well xD .
though they didnt win ,bt im sure they enjoyed it xD .
well done girls ~!

after went brunch with isabel & dear at mall mac ,
den went pool @ plaza until 1 .
went home ,changed ,
went meet amanda (who is late for 20 mins ) & wan er @ serangoon mrt
den go boon keng meet pei shun (who is oso late) .
after tt trained dwn to city hall ,walk to millenia walk .
met joel n lexus ,walked to the performance thr .
practise practise practise ,den jiu on stage liao .
finish ,go out took many many many photos xD .
i went totally crazy ,haha xDDD .
den dinner with them @ pepper lunch .
laugh until lik dunno wd ,
thanks to pei shun n her stupid jokes .
LOL ~! .
trained home ,bathed ,slept .

Yup ,ytd was fun .
bt gt consequence de .

Cough -.- .
too much laughing ytd ,
LOL .
hopefully its jus temporary cough ,
cos if i get sick nw ,i dunno hw on earth
am i gng to help guides in the campfire x.x .

I LOVE MY CCAS !♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ok ,Byes ~!

❝ TP -Culinary & Catering Course Student

( posted on Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 8:34 pm )

Wheeeeeeee !!!!
My TP appeal is sucessful !!!
Muahahahahaha ~!!!!!!!!
So means nw I'm a TP culinary and catering course student
YAY !!!!xD

Today went back guides ,interviewed the sec threes for their posts
some of their answers were quite unexpected .
Bt im nt gng to saw much here ,let's wait for the result to b out on the 19th xD .

Tml gng to wake up early at 6-.-
cos the sec twos r having dance competition ,
so I nid go help them do make up .
So hopefully they'll do their best xD .

Off to FB ,
byes ~!!!!

❝ Itouch !!!

( posted on @ 11:37 am )

hellos !!currently posting using my itouch.
Haha .ytd went it show to buy it .
Love it .xD
cos this means I can go online in the middle of the night too xD .
Ok ,nid to prepare go guides liaoo xD ,
ttyl !!!xD

❝ Covering up the injure-d .

( posted on Monday, March 08, 2010 @ 11:13 am )

was blog hopping ,den i strted to read other ppl's blog archive .
read a few ,den went back to read mine .
found out that first time bloggers always
blog almost about the same way ,
using the same type of eng n bloggin style .
den slowly when they get the hang of it ,
they strt to hav their own way .

oh well ,nth much to post today .
ltr gng out lunch ,den tml gt guitar (i tink) .
nid confirm again .
Byes .

Boy ,what happened to you ?
if this is your way of getting matured ,
then i'd rather you never grow up .
the you i first know wasn't like this .
you're a cheerful boy ,
a boy that cares for how others feel ,
a boy that knows how to make people smile at the count of 3 ,
a boy that shares some of his thoughts with me when he's feeling down ,
a boy that still treats me as his close friend .
but what happened ?

you've changed ,
to someone that heck care about how others feel ,
someone that doesn't even bother to tell me what happened ,
someone whom i feel that is trying to get rid of me .

the words you said last night ,
it did hurt me ,till deep inside ,
you said the word hate is a strong word ,you treat it seriously .
so you mean that you do hate me ?
just because of what i've done ?

I Need Answers .