thank you for breathing.

❝ I wanna go back ...

( posted on Thursday, June 16, 2011 @ 9:49 pm )

I miss those times ...

I miss those times where i can msg Alvin for 2 weeks non stop .
I miss those times where i would call Cheryl whenever i feel like crying ,
& she'll keep telling me not to cry ,bt i'd cry harder .
I miss those times where me & Ghim would talk on the phone for hours ,
just because I wasn't in a good mood .
I miss those times where WenJie got pissed & cried ,
just because me & Wan Ting got CCA & have to cancel our outing .
I miss those times where me ,Wan Ting & Qiu Yi struggle in Guides .
I miss those times where Rachael ,Isabel & I were the crazy girls .
I miss those times where Banana Family plays chairs in guitar room .
I miss those times where 3E4 have 'gaming' sessions of dai dee & mario kart .
I miss those times where we'll do anything to agitate the teachers .
I miss those times where we sit under the Blk & eat maggie for lunch .
I miss those times where we can be unhappy about each other over the most silly thing on earth .
I miss those times where Rachael ,Huisi & I slept in guitar room & played worm with sleeping bags .
I miss those times where we would go Zora hse de playground just to waste time ,
instead of using them to study .
I miss those times where we'll all curse & swear but still
went through 4 years of school .
I miss those times where things were so much simpler ,easier .
It's those times that make me who I am .
those times taught me a lot of things .
be it the hard or easy way .

Some memories are just so beautiful ,that you'll wanna go back to those times .
No matter how much hardship you've been through ,those are the best memories you'll ever have .Cause they only happen once ,no more repeats .Even if you go back to the same places now ,the feeling would be different .

Just a little flash back xD .

❝ When there's no one to turn to ....

( posted on Saturday, June 11, 2011 @ 11:23 am )

Hellos peoples !
Well ,if anyone's looking here that is .
its been awhile ,a longggggggggggggggg while ~
so yup ,here to do some updates =] .

2 weeks break is FINALLY HERE !
guess that's wd all CCM yr 2s are looking forward to lol .
lik finally no more 5am wake up go sch le x..x
heavenly 2 wks xD .

past few wks hav been quite normal ,for mi lol .
everday 5am wake up ,go sch ,kitchen ,go home at 4-6++ ,
dinner ,FB ,sleep LOL .
though some times gt one or two funny/weird things pop out LOL .
CCM orentation & 2wks of GM .
many many funny things .
the kitchen wasnt as bad as wd the seniors told us .
They say until lik the chefs will eat u up lik tt LOL .

My boy made this for mi for 6th month ♥
Thanks l♥ve .
its lik first time ppl for stars for mi ,
& its the first time he's folding stars hahaha .
small & simple with loads of love xD .
though many stupid things always get between us ,
but im glad we threw those away xD .

OH OH !i'll be gng Genting frm 23-25 !
excited much !
its lik the first time i go since i was 2-3 LOL .
totally cnt rmb i went thr before until my parents told mi LOL

yup ,that's all i guess .
nth much to update oso LOL .
everyday in kitchen haha
hopefully hols will hav smth more exciting xD .

Till then !
Byes !

Distances brings us closer .
But i don't like distance .
Makes me feel lonely .

❝ Why me ?

( posted on Monday, May 23, 2011 @ 9:04 pm )

Forever ,to both of you ,forever its my fault .
just because im oldest ?
because i ask more ?
when u say those things to me ,have u thot of how i feel ?
I'm 18 ,not 28 .
go see what some other 18 yr old kids are doing before u say me will u ?
im nt saying im the best ,bt hey !
why cant you jus see the other side ?
u can onli see me spending ,going out .
why cnt u see mi tryin to come home everyday for dinner instead of gng out for dinner ?
why cnt u see mi nt askin u for money for gng 2 mths ?
why cnt u see im tryin to pay my things with my savings ?
why cnt u see mi nt gng shopping lik hw other girls are ?
all u see are the bad sides ?
that makes mi bad ?big spender ?good for nth ?

YA ,thanks for judging someone u knwn for 18 yrs

❝ 5 months ...Doesn't feel like so

( posted on Saturday, May 07, 2011 @ 10:12 pm )

Happy 5th Month Dar ♥

Another hectic kitchen wk passed !
this wk was shorter ,thanks for labour day .
everyone agreed that one day lesser means ALOT LOL .
test nxt friday x..x .
ti gong bo bi x..x

well ,nth much to talk bout for this wk .

Sunday went out with dar ,advanced celebration LOL .
the silly boy planned to do things ,bt somehw failed hahahah xDDD .
bt it doesnt bother mi ,cause i had fun tt day .
& was surprised too LOL .
went MBS to walk tt day .
quite nice ,bt i tink RW/USS is nicer ?
at least looks more 'grand' .
his eyes opened when he see casino ,LOL .

Since 08.10.10 ,& counting

Monday went out with the girls .
srsly ,I MISS THEM ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
its been lik dunno hw many mths since i saw them ,ALL of them .
so ya =/ .
i love the HTHT sessions hahaha .
alot of jokes & stuffs come out .
& then i'll realise ,you can talk to them about anything under the sun .
from frens ,to R/S ,to sch .
practically anything .
Cause y ?they're my sisters ♥♥♥
meet up again soon ya darlings ?
though i dunno hw many of u will see this post LOL .

yup ,that's all for this wk i guess ?
i nid my social life =[
i miss alot of ppl now .
my girls ,alvin ,ghim choon ,amanda ...
haven seen them since dunno when =[[[[[ .
SIGH

That's all .
Byes ~

I doubt you'll see this ?
But still ,thanks my love .
though we've been through a rocky path ,but those were the past already =] .
The coming year will be tiring ,since we're in different classes =[[ .
still ,distances will pull our r/s closer =] .

I love you dar ♥♥♥

❝ One Week of School ♥

( posted on Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 1:09 pm )

Heyllos !
well ,if anyone is looking here that is .

One week of school passed .
5 days ,3 cuts on the finger ,2 on the nails .
nt tt bad i guess ?at least no major blood loss LOL .

Culi prac isn't as bad as i thot .
All of us were told by the seniors & teachers how scary & tough it is gng to be .
to mi ,for now ,still ok LOL .
onli the grooming part .
i hate my baby hairs -.- .
i hav to spray n wax n spray to keep it up to pass .
pity my hair =[[[[[[[ .
gona hav to buy those hair care product n pamper it more .
cos if it cant tahan this sem ,den nxt sem SSM sure die LOL .
cause nid gel/spray whole hair LOL .

whole wk in TCA ,learned ALOT of things .
this wk is mostly on soups n sauces .
nw i knw how to mak pasta sauce le heeheehee xDDD .
shall try making it again soon xDD .

one dislike bout culi prac ,the classes we're in =[[[ .
dar & i are both in different classes & grouping ,
so very difficult for us to see each other ,
except for the 1 hour lec in the morning ,
& the time we go home =[[[[ .
Sigh .
oh well ,wd's set by the school cnt b changed .
I'm sure we'll get pass this soon .
like hw year 1 passed so quickly without us knowing .
I'll pray that we're in the same class again in year 3 =]]] .

I guess that's all for this week ?
the next 'big event' coming up is CCM orentation .
time to multi task ,ALOT .
sleeping 6 hrs a days srsly is tiring x..x
guess my sleeping hrs r gona cut ,since orentation date is getting closer .
i miss my bed ='[[[[[[ .

OH OH !!!MY DEAR GIRLS OF 7W !!!
if you girls see this ,i got smth to tel u !!

I Miss you girls =[[[ .
sch strted 1/2 wks for us ,n we didnt meet up at all .
see you girls on monday !
Love you all ♥♥♥ .

That's all !
I need to rest le LOL .
9 hrs of sleep today is still not enough .

See ya !

I just can't seem to do it ,
no matter how many times i told you to .

I can't do it myself ♥

❝ 9 Days to Hell (Kitchen)

( posted on Saturday, April 16, 2011 @ 11:52 am )

Posted this one ,cos my blog doesnt look lik my blog without pics LOL .

Didnt reali tak pics recently ,cos didnt reali go anywhr special
EXCEPT !!!

Went wj's hse to stayover on the 28th =] .
had alot of fun thr !!though nt everyone is thr ,
but its still fun xD .
midnight mahjongs and crazy poker games .
with a slight 'hint' of alcohol LOL .
Yanqi was the one that drank n slept the most .
Her drunk state is srsly funny LOL .
miss all the girls ,must go out with them soon ,
cause sch's strting =/ ,sure no time go out le .
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .

THIS PIG went Batam with his frens ,
throw mi alone here =[[[[[[ .
Hopefully he sees this post LOL .

oh well !that's all for update .
shall try to update more before sch strts LOL .

Byes loves !

❝ 45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.

( posted on Wednesday, April 13, 2011 @ 9:19 pm )

Saw this on tumblr ,find it very nice =]

Guys shld read xD !

Enjoy =]

45 things a girl wants for but wont ask for.

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love ..

❝ USS ♥

( posted on Friday, April 01, 2011 @ 10:14 pm )

This is hell -.- .i SWEAR no more next time .

The bottle is lik freaking cute !♥

28th .Mar .11

Met dar at s'goon mrt at 10 .
suppose to meet at 9.30 ,den we both missed bus LOL .
den trained to habourfront ,walked to USS .
we were guessin tt thr might b nt many ppl thr ,
since is Monday .
But we tak back our words once we reached .
cos the queue for ticket is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long .
But oso quite fast haha .
so yup ,bought tix n went in ,walked towards the cyber world there .
first character we saw ,WOODY !!!
den went to watch the special effects show .
THUMBS UP !!!!!

walked around quite abit ,cos tt pig's hungry xPPP .
so find some snacks to eat .
the first ride we sat on was the accelerator .
that one ,totally no kick -.- .
can't really feel the 'excitement' .

after that went for the roller coaster .
went for the red one ,cause the blue one will turn 360 .
& i can die on tt .
on the way up ,feel very reluctant .
kept tellin dar i physically nt fit ,so cnt play LOL .
bt still went up in the end -.- .
sit on the thing ,mind went blank LOL .
lik 'wtf am i doing here ?" tt kinda thing popped out .
the thing strt moving ,my heart strt speeding .
then through out the whole ride ,i kept my eyes & mouth closed LOL .
srsly is scared until cnt scream .
esp the beginning go dwn part -.- .

after tt ,went lunch LOL .
pizza n lasagna ,i call it unhealthy lunch LOL .
then walked for awhile ,wanted to sit the indoor roller coaster ,
bt cos jus ate lunch ,so walked somemore .
walked pass Jurassic park ,den went far far away .
watched the Sherk 4D show ,its the same as the one in Aust Warner Bros world LOL .
after tt went to the smaller roller coaster LOL .
tt one sit oso will feel abit scared scared one LOL .

den walked to Madagascar ,back to ancient egypt thr .
sat the indoor roller coaster .
tt one ,we sat lik 3 times LOL !!!
Cause its freaking very fun !!!!
Indoor roller coaster is the onli roller coaster
i'll dont mind keep sitting .
cause its dark n gt air con heeheehee xD
then went Jurassic park ,watched stunts show @ waterworld .
that one oso very nice hahahah .

he keep sayin wan go the blue part for the roller coaster ,
i die die oso dun wan T__T .
lik noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo forever .
went to Jurassic park thr to wait for the river raft ride .
in the end cos gt prob den nv ride on tt =/
pity much .
bt oh well ,at least we had fun the whole day xDDD .

then went back to Vivo ,had dinner & mrt home .
was reali tired tt day ,cos the night before gt work until 1+ .
so slept for lik 5-6 hrs onli LOL .
But it was all worth it xDDDD .
tt night go home is ji tao drop de LOL .

ok ,i'll update bout SLC on the nxt post soon xD .
Till then !!!♥

Thanks ,it was wonderful ♥