thank you for breathing.

❝ Hell & Heaven

( posted on Monday, February 28, 2011 @ 11:34 pm )

Few more days exams are ending !
3 to be exact =] .
I wanna restttt ~~~ T__T

Ok ,that's all im gona post .
need to go sleep le x..x .
Nights !

It's also time to clear things up ,
Should we ?

❝ Lost

( posted on Friday, February 25, 2011 @ 10:45 pm )

Seriously ,I'm lost .

I dont know what's on your mind ,i really wish i can read minds .
or maybe just yours will do .
If it's cause of exams & you're not telling me things you're thinking ,
then i hope you would after exams .
I dont want to have to always guess things .
If you got anything ,JUST PLEASE ,tell me directly .
be it face to face ,sms or msn .
at least ,TELL ME .
i dont like things to be kept from me ,
even better ,i dont like to keep on guessing .
you should know that (?) .
I dont know if you'll see this ,
& dont know what will be your reaction after seeing this .
But i seriously hope things can be solved .

It feels terrible being lost .

❝ Careless

( posted on Thursday, February 17, 2011 @ 1:20 pm )

& I thought things were smooth ,sweet & well .
guess i was living in my dreams ,then last night came the wake up call .
i never knew the things i done had been so wrong ,
& i don't blame you for not telling me earlier ,
cause i kept quiet about it too .
But i guess it's time to change things .

Somethings can be changed ,but i can't promise they would be changed .
I've got my own set of rules too ,so we'll just try to comply to each other bah .
Of course ,what I said last night ,I'll still do it .
Just that i dont know how long i'll take .
So ,just be patient with me .

Sorry I can't be like how the others are .
I'm not the type of sweet ,lovable ,caring type of girl
that every guy would like and go dote on .
those words never work and were never on my characteristics list ,
so sorry for making you suffer .

I know i irritated you many times ,i guess since that thing happened ,
cause before that things were a much different .
I know i can be disturbing ,stubborn or even a bitch at times ,
well ,many times if you wanna say .
But if you can recall ,there's always reasons why do that to people .
It's somehow my rule .
People dont bitch me ,i won't do it back to them .
so ya ,you can say that i'm immature .
I still need time to grow up .

I might be quiet recently ,just ignore it .
I need some time to find myself back ,it always happens .
Nonetheless ,I was grateful that we trashed things out last night .
cause at least i know what's been bothering you =] .
& that we didnt do stupid things =] .

Thanks for being truthfully at the right time .
At least this wont affect our exams ,
we've got a few days to clear our hearts up for exams =]
so ya ,that's all i want to say .

I know this word is stupid ,cause it usually doesn't mean anything
but still ,

Sorry .

Hand in hand ,let's walk through this together .
I love you Dar ♥

❝ My First Valentine's ♥

( posted on Tuesday, February 15, 2011 @ 12:41 am )

Thanks Love ♥

Konbanwa !Ya ,its quite late now LOL .

Yup ,went out with my boy ytd .(TODAY is Tuesday .LOL)

After school went Marina Square ,walked around quite alot before movie strts ,
cause we reached thr early LOL .
Then before movie ,went to the shops with loadsa catching machines .
at first didnt reali see anything ,until walk pass gt one gt MARIE !!!!
He sae wan try ,so tried LOL .
first 2 times didnt work ,tak it as 'warm up ' hahaha .
Then tried for 3 more time ,REALLY GOT IT XIA !!!
I HAPPY UNTIL WAN DIE !!!
Almost jumped LOL !!!!
cause its lik i FINALLY got one marie in
my soft toys collection liao LOL !!!
Even mummy saes tt it's cute hahahahaha xD

after tt movie ,Just Go With It .
Very nice show ,kept laughing through out ahahahaha xD

den walked around marina bay (?) ,dinnered @ cartel .
Funny things happen LOL !
Homed after tt ,walked quite alot hahaha xD .

yup ,that's all for ytd .

Exams around the corner(s) .
lik about 2 more weeks ?
Stress for those 2 wks ,then I'll be freeeeeeeeeeeee ~ .
Funny thing is ,i have mixed feelings about ending Yr 1 .

Happy that no more 'dead' modules .( at least for yrs 2.1 n 3.1)
sad that ,1J03's gona split up soon =[ .
My crazy yt adorable class ...
Hopefully everyone will still stay in contact no matter what
Cause 1J03 is irreplaceable xD !

That's all peps !
Will update soon !(hopefully >..<)

Siayonara !!!!

Thanks for being and making my first Valentines' so wonderful =] .
I'm looking forward to next year =] !

Je t'aime
♥